i came to the conclusion that it is easier to make changes to the outside conditions of your life then to your own self.
i have not yet cast any spells using rituals, nor have i tried to do evocation just yet, but i did law of attraction visualisations and sigil magick and i had success regarding my environment and stuff going on in my life. i even had situations where i would shamelessly lie about something, like, make something up just for the kick of it, and tell it to somebody to shock the person, and then it would happen for real.
my success rate of making change on my SELF is almost zero. sure, we can say that any change in the environment is actually change upon perception of the SELF, but i’m talking about the real change of the self.
like, has anybody tried to cast a spell to have more lucid dreams? is this possible? it is possible to cast a spell to allways wake up in the same time? or to configure your own metabolism to increase muscle growth? or is it possible to cast a spell to feel or see the energy?
this is a mind bender and i need say of the forum on this matter.