Hi people, I was wondering if there is a way, what types of magick can be used to make permanent changes in my emotional state, mental state aka mentality or mindset and my physical energy or stamina? It would be interesting to know which types of magick can serve this purpose since I think, all personal growth comes down to those 3 factors: emotional state, mentality or mindset and physical energy or stamina. Once anyone can master those 3 factors, one can become unstoppable to dedicate all his time in the pursuit of his/her goals. I am more interested in RHP solutions to this, not because I fear LHP or because I am against it, but because I think LHP deserves much more respect and skill, since I have heard that not practicing correctly the LHP, it can lead to psychosis and I have a personal story of mental illness.
The first two steps in Initiation into hermetics. The invocations from archangels of magick by Damon brand. The entirety of Angels of Alchemy by Damon Brand.
The Elemental Equilibrium: Notes on The Foundation of Magical Adepthood by Virgil. This book has the parts of the first two steps of IIH I was referring to.
Unfortunately I haven’t had a good experience with the books of Gallery of Magick, even tough, I bought them to avoid the curse GoM puts on pirated copies, Is there a way to make these GoM books works for me?
Some people seem to get better results depending on with a particular GOM book over others. I can get most of the ones I’ve tried to work, except for the various words of powers ones. Others get great results with those books, so finding the one that works for you could help.
What I’ve noticed for me is that they work when I am regularly meditating. If I let that slip then so to do my results. Even ten minutes of watching the breath helps. Also read the book cover to cover before doing anything from the book, that also seems to help. Then when you do the ritual follow the instructions exactly and make a practice of performing rituals regularly, eventually they start to work.
Also, Initiation into hermetics and the elemental equilibrium aren’t GOM.
if you were an actual living god(im not) like this site claims you can be, you could just state your intent, visualise, and then within 30 minutes you can see permanent and deep results, like i can do. you people lack power and need to do serious research into how to grow it. you cant rely on spirits forever. try and grow on your own
IIH and the elemental equilibrium do not rely on spirits.
If you have decided to go for RHP, the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn and Thelema are top choices. It is not an easy path, but it is worth it because the results are excellent. I myself was a member of the Order of the Golden Dawn before I went over to the dark side.
I’ll give you one piece of advice: start studying Qabalah and later, if you decide to try the dark side of the tree like me, study Qliphoth Because the greatest transformation of magic originates precisely from the tree of life and the tree of death.The combination of both trees is what the magician seeks to know his light and dark side.
Interesting, so, what is your advice for someone with mental illness (I am on psychiatric treatment) for exploring the Qliphoth, and even working with demons of the goetia? isn’t it dangerous in my condition to work with the LHP because of the warnings of other practitioners that the LHP not worked properly and even a little mistake can lead to psychosis?
All magick can lead to psychosis. It is inherently destabilizing. Israel Regardie of the Golden Dawn said anyone looking to go deeply into magick should go through psychotherapy as well.
Would you care to share your research then? 
If you have a mental illness, I advise against working on the left path and recommend the right path for your personal safety.The occult is a serious matter, not a child’s creepypasta or calling spirits through a Ouija board.I don’t want to scare you, but these are the facts if you want to explore the dark world.Dark magic is much more powerful than white magic, so a beginner shouldn’t even think about it and first should wander on the bright side for a while and get to know the matter at least partially well.Aleister Crowley also started with white magic and then switched to the dark side, although this was never officially said.I can only say that the guy is the number 1 magician in the world.
@Robi82 Thank you so much, I am gonna start with the RHP and when I accumulate years of practice in the RHP, i think will be ready for the LHP.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m a traditional magician and I adhere to ancient principles. First, you get to know your light side and work daily according to the Kybalion system. Only then, when you are a master of your outer side, do you go explore your dark side and your own fears. When you master both, you can steer in both directions (ying yang).We Luciferians call this balance, which means that with the light part you are respectful etc. towards others, but at the same time with the dark part you control the situation And that, in short, is low magic that you perform every day, 360 days a year.If you are new to magic, I assume you will not understand what I am trying to say, which is completely normal.
I understand a part of what you said, but what I don’t understand at all is how to work daily according to the Kybalion system, because, to my knowledge, the Kybalion consists of principles on how the universe operates, but I do not know how it can have practical uses.