Hopefully quick and simple question here. I don’t want to go into the details right now, but I am bordering on furious at someone (no one here, don’t worry I won’t turn on my friends on BALG, haha.) Anger has been a growing problem lately, and I’m just fed up, fed up with fighting, with dealing with nonsense, just fed up of being fed up. I planned to do some working tonight, but now I just don’t know. Am I just o mad, too fed up, too hurt to dare to do it? I worry that if I try I will at best simply mess up and get nowhere, and at worse end up casting curses or throwing rage energy right back at someone in particular!
I just wonder, in your opinions, can emotions be a magical benefit, something to add energy and will, or just plain destructive to your workings? Can we really use emotions somehow?