This was your intro, yes?
Now take a look at all your topics, there’s 33 of them exactly since Nov 2018 almost a year.
As I read through your topics there is no end goals that I can see. Your topics are all over the place and suggests in your time here, you have not learned much.
Pointing this out is not meant to put you down in any way, other than to say you’re not focused in my opinion. I know there’s lot’s of things you want, and I am sure things that you’re capable of but I feel that your magickal efforts would be better spent building you up rather that tearing others down.
Get your goals in order, find a magickal system that works for you, dedicate yourself, study the hell out of it and practice.