Throughout my work I have come across many interpretations of Lilith and to be quite frank, I am very disappointed and underwhelmed to say the least. Also, there isn’t much raw information about Lilith out there. The small number of real sorcerers out there who are doing genuine work tend not to put their work out there on the internet. All you see on the internet are these mythological tales of Lilith and religious perceptions of Lilith that are completely ignorant and limited.
Lilith is not a spirit that should be taken lightly. These fluffy stories of Lilith being soft and comforting are completely against her nature. It lets me know that these people are not tapping into the true energy of Lilith. You will change in ways you never thought were possible. Lilith is an extremely powerful force of nature who has no regard for morals, human emotion or the indoctrinations bestowed upon us by religion. She is the primordial womb where all creation takes place. She resides within the abyss, pure darkness. We need to truly grasp and understand what we are dealing with here. She is extremely vampiric and is constantly expanding her energy and force at will, obliterating anything in her path.
The depth of Lilith is never ending as she represents the primordial womb, and this makes Lilith extremely complex. It takes years and years to even get a glimpse of what an energy like Lilith represents. When you are in the point if you path where you make the mature (adult) decision to start working with an energy like Lilith, you are making the decision to completely change the course of your life and destiny. This is not a decision that anyone should take lightly at all. When these waves of inhuman vibration start to penetrate your aura, psyche and soul, you must be ready. Like I said, working the path of these ancient, vampiric forces is not something one just dibbles and dabbles in. If you want to test the waters, you will be shaken to the core.
When communicating with the goddess she will communicate with you in ways that are completely alien and complex. This is why it is extremely recommended that one has been meditating and expanding their psychic powers consistently before you work with a force like this. She will utilize your environment and the people around you to communicate omens or messages to the magician. And trust me, she will manifest physically as she utilizes everything at her disposal to express her energy. She manifests deeply in the roots of our subconscious minds and knows every subconscious pattern that is cycling throughout our daily lives and she will warp and manipulate these patterns within the mind and will push them into the direction that she will need you to go in if you are working with her. This is commitment.
Her presence can be very overwhelming. When working with energies like this, be aware that one can absolutely develop psychological problems, anxiety, schizophrenia, and one may also develop weird addictions and the current addictions that one has can increase ten fold. Again, she is extremely vampiric by nature and she lusts for energy and can absolutely strategically manipulate the magician into doing things that filled with potent energy such as: Porn addiction, masturbation (She loves semen), sex, drug addiction, hatred, love, etc. Anything that holds a lot of weight in terms of energy, she will extract. Lilith respects power and control. When one is in control over all aspects of their life and is exuding power, she will start to perceive you as one of her children or, for the master adepts, she can start to view you as a reflection of her (maybe a sibling lol). When you truly to start to reflect what being “your own God” is she will begin to the work side by side with you, with both of your consciousness and energies molding into one, you will begin the great work and instead of fighting battles and obstacles in the physical, you will partake in battles of the unseen, with other energies, Gods, entities, fae, demons, etc. You will be tested and she will 100% test you consistently.
As you advance in this path, you will notice drastic changes in your environment, social life, everything… You will begin to view people differently and the universe in general. As you reflect on the queen of vampyres, you become a wolf in sheep clothing. Your environment is just a huge field of energy that can be harnessed and manipulated through your will.
When working with Lilith you will become blood-thirsty for advancement in every area of your life. In terms of working destructive magick through Lilith, you will notice that she has no remorse for enemies whatsoever. She will keep jabbing at your enemies until they are tortured in the most brutal of ways. She has the ability to completely alter someone’s entire mind and reality and it is almost incomprehensible what she can do to someone. She will drain their life force and use it as her own so that she can keep draining the individual. It is fucking incredible what Lilith can do that no words can truly describe it. It can only be experienced and felt and you’ll know when it happens. It is some of the most powerful stuff one could imagine. She is so primal and ancient. It is extremely rewarding when one starts to get in tune with Lilith. It almost makes me want to tear up writing this.
The aspects of Lilith are endless, and I am still learning so much. I can keep writing and writing. To conclude, Lilith or any energy of her nature is nothing to be fucked with. This isn’t a game, this isn’t a joke, this isn’t a fairytale or a movie. This energy will completely change you in every way. Understand where you are on your path and never rush into pathwork with an entity like Lilith. I had to put some real information about Lilith out there because there is hardly any.
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