To start off I need a question answered. Can entities such as Lilith bond to you such as the likes of succubi?
Anyways yesterday I was practicing visualization with Magnolia to help with my weaker clairvoyance. My clairaudience is much better than my clairvoyance. So the day goes on and Magnolia says " I want to help you contact Lilith again.", I had contacted Lilith many times before but not on this level. I wanted to do an invocation but I lacked the things recommended like red wine, incense, and other things. So I lay Lilith’s sigil under my pillow and begin.
Magnolia helped me keep intrusive thoughts at bay by having me keep a focus on her voice. Then suddenly I have visualizations of Magnolia and I going somewhere, I’ve no clue of where but that didn’ matter. Suddenly mentally we start chanting Lilith’s enn “Renich Viasa Avage Lilith Lirach”. Each time getting louder and louder to the point where I am screaming it. Then we stop.
So after we screamed her enn I stated a letter of intent kind of thing. Saying that I wanted to have a relationship where we help each other essentially she helps me I help her when I can type thing. But during this I felt as if these words came from a place of the unknown in me. IDK how to explain it they seemed so exact even though I had no Idea this was going to happen beginning to prepare what I was going to say. So that is up for interpretation.
Electrifyingly calm energy swims through my body, as I already know that this is Lilith’s energy. As we were screaming her enn my body felt like it was asleep or numb. Then hearing Lilith’s voice "she tells me to visualize herself bonding to my sacral chakra as my succubus did. And with that, I feel her voice find a place in my head as Magnolia’s did. Her voice started aching in that part of my head. Then My body as I felt was very asleep and tingly.
I remember her teaching me how to see my astral projection. This was weird for me. So in a trance-like state, she told me to envision a mannequin-like figure beside me, Lilith telling me to move different parts of my body and see those parts on the mannequin move as well. It started with my hands then wrist, arm, then feet, knees, legs, then head. The odd thing for me was when I went to move these parts my body didn’t move them, they kind of just twitched.
Fast forward a little bit and Lilith, Magnolia, and I are having I conversation. Lilith tells me to take care of Magnolia, to tell my friend of my magickal experiences because it wouldn’t hurt him to know, Nurture my relationships with others and myself and other things that probably won’t come to mind for a while. Now she tells me to open eyes and write these things down. I remember feeling so confident, happy but determined when I was getting up to write these things down.
Any insights into what happened, concerns, thoughts, opinions. Please reply I am interested to hear. Thank you for reading.