Three nights ago I have created inner temple, to which I have summoned Lilith in. I have offered her my blood and two black roses. She appeared as black column of energy. I have told her to help me initiate into qliphothic workings of Gamaliel. I have seen snake in my room and crackling sounds appearing around me. Next day she led me to summon her, so I did and she made her presence know to me very intensely. I have told her verbaly my needs and started my first day of self - initiation into sphere of Gamaliel. When I fell asleep, I had dream about her having sex with some man, who was forcing her and she was fighting back. In background was some old man talking and it seemed to me like some story he tried ti make me understand. I only remember last sentemce from this dream. Also the air was in fiery-orange colors and on the ground was lots of plants and green. Next day I started to see some strange aspects of sexuality of mine coming to surface. and my sexual desires increased. Lets see what comes next.
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Do you know the origin story of lilith? If not I would read up on it as it would explain a lot about your entire dream.
She was the first wife of Adam. Thrown out of Eden for refusing to lay beneth him during sex. That could explain the struggle, the settings and the old man. Just my two cents.
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Yep, I’ve seen a video about Lilith and showed Lilith being forced.
@Darkscorpio You definitely have made contact. It is Lilith telling you about herself.
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