Message from Lilith
Notice: Was urged to share this, got my work done earlier than I expected. Yay for me.
So a few days ago I was sitting in my room, watching a few videos on YouTube and what not. I started to get really down on myself, felt really lonely and just miserable. It’s a common thing for me, I’m like this a lot when im on my Anti Depressants.
I was wanting to feel happy, to have someone special come into my life and make me happy. Occastionally, ever since I started on the Lhp, I suppose I become guilty for being on this path? I suddenly think there is no light or love or peace on this journey of mine.
Just pain, hatred, and darkness. My history with being forced into christanity and just simply growing up around it damaged a part of me in the long run. I used to always be told how anything that was dark in nature or anything involving witchcraft was wrong and it only brings pain.
Im a very fluffy person, I like seeing and experincing happiness. I love to love and be loved. I enjoy helping others in any way I possibly can because it makes me feel good. It’s really one of the only outlets I have that keeps my sadness and suicidal tendencies away.
As I was beginning to wallow in self pity, a message came to me. It was from Lilith.
“We have our dark parts, we have our own rage, pain, and “scary” sides, yet all religions have these concepts. Ours is simply more freeing and accepting than most. Your wanting someone to come and give you the happiness you have craved for so long.”
“Yet what you fail to realize is that your the person thats supposed to give that happiness to someone else. And in return you will attract the same thing to yourself. Whether it be through that very person or someone or something else.”
“Like attracts Like. Be a beacon of love, of happiness, even if you feel upset or sad, be someone else’s light. In the end you’ll be rewarded. Greatly.”
After she spoke this message to me, I went to bed with a smile on my face. It’s a fluffy message yet one that im sure a ton of people here can make use of.
It hurts me knowing that others like me are too in pain. And sometimes this pain changes them in some of the most undesirable ways. They become filled to the brim with hatred, they take it out on themselves, on others.
So I just wanna let everyone on this path who are going through shit, know, that everything will work out for you in the end, things will get better. And if no one else has said this to you recently then im gonna say it now. I love you and I’m more than sure that someone else, somewhere, feels exactly the same.
Virtual hugs for all my weirdos out there:heart:
Anyway as always