I can appreciate this, I know I wrote some posts in the past, as did others, that have drifted in to the past... and the question is asked again.. (when forum first opened.. then a later wave/tide shift.. and then end of last yr... -sort of surges of interest arise on the forum, and then it fades...) -it seems writings get lost in the passing of time, and they aren't stored anywhere. -and not taken as a common-basis, by the existing group that does continue to return to the forum, as well as by those that newly join- approach...
<< I would think hope that the test ('reality check' with the great implications in that language-metaphor) is what is Actually Working? >>
some interesting aspects buried/embedded in other questions- like this thread started:
[url=http://becomealivinggod.com/forum/new-magician-help/please-help-a-newbie-with-a-problem/msg29042/#msg29042]http://becomealivinggod.com/forum/new-magician-help/please-help-a-newbie-with-a-problem/msg29042/#msg29042[/url]
-one concern I’d have, as I agree that most books don’t seem to include the fundamentals (which I’d say aren’t what they “seem to be”)… and yet the assumption is that fundamental-foundation are: and then drills are listed, from books…
(thus the “quarter rituals” <what are they really doing? what skill developed?> the MiddlePillar ritual- which is in most books- so are the fundamentals avail everywhere, or not? if they aren’t— then what is all around/repeated may not be “it”…)
What results are achieved?, how is “doing XYZ” contributing? (actually, not assumed… “everybody knows”)…
(and nothing is precisely as it seems… I’d argue that Doing a certain Exercise… in your “WorkingSpace” ~temple… means that Entities “may” be visiting, watching… and they are checking- is this person going to StickWithIt? Doing XYZ over time, shows that you have followthruit-ness… and maybe that is the real development?
-and if they are proper Skills, not designed to mess you up- they will Force your System to ReBalance over-time.. to the degree your System (in you, and in your WorkingSpace) is UnBalanced, that call-toyou either nothing (and shuts you down), or draws to you- Unbalanced/non-effective... but as you are more "Balanced" (in you, and in your WorkingSpace) such Beings are not in your world, and you aren't in theirs- and you shine a light that draws attn from those that could Help and ClearlyDistinctly will make an Impact -Noticable
[what being Balanced, vs unbalanced, means is a foundational-fundamental or should-be]
-if you only have Contacts that feed on your Energy, and have as many ReSources and low Power to make change in the World&yourCon… as you do…
vs
if you Seek to plug in to a Guide, as well as Connect with “Mover-Shakers” (whether physical-people, or Non-Phy InnerContacts, Entities/Forces) -that isn’t just wave your hand… how make Contact, "get introduced"vouched… ProveYourSelf… yes all that applies, even in the “Ritual” Environ (if not more so, just not exactly the same context as in the outer world)…
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More than recipe- it appears even further back to the drawing-board… I would recommend purusing the below…
[url=http://josephinemccarthy.com/2015/03/21/magic-needs-a-curious-mind-the-learning-dilemma-for-magical-students/]http://josephinemccarthy.com/2015/03/21/magic-needs-a-curious-mind-the-learning-dilemma-for-magical-students/[/url]
Blog that has a Five Part study (first link), and (second link) trip-trap
[url=http://www.theomagica.com/blog/in-search-of-a-holy-magic-part-1]http://www.theomagica.com/blog/in-search-of-a-holy-magic-part-1[/url] (also part2, part3, part4, and part5)
[url=http://www.theomagica.com/blog/the-straight-line-is-a-trap]http://www.theomagica.com/blog/the-straight-line-is-a-trap[/url]
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This last one is a video- not sure how long will be up, context in regards to development, as well as why- what else it does… (perhaps worth more than a quick listen, as “keys” in it)
[url=http://guildofpsi.com/guild-of-psi-sixth-sense-pitfalls/]http://guildofpsi.com/guild-of-psi-sixth-sense-pitfalls/[/url]
luck to the seekers