but i’m back for one more go.
last week i went to a professional hypnotist to install a relaxation trigger and do some trancework on me. he put me into a light trance and installed some beliefs. the entire time i was in trance i thought to myself, i’ve put myself in FAR deeper trances than this multiple times, often without even trying.
when i was out of trance i told him that and he said he’s had success for many different issues by putting others into that level of trance, and when i spoke to him he could hear from how i slurred my words and stopped talking from time to time that i was in a requisite trance for changework.
i now know two things:
- i’ve been deep enough in trance to do real work;
- i’m able to access deep enough trancestates NOW to do magick, it’s only a matter of perseverance.
the other day i had an idea to watch some of the mastering evocation videos again. while watching the vids i realized that the combination of me doing hypnotic work and also learning the nuts and bolts of hypnotism have taught me almost everything that i didn’t understand about the mastering evocation course. i now know how to go about doing EVERYTHING laid out in the course and can explain all the missing parts using my current knowledge of hypnotism.
i also see some things erik left out of the course that should be in there, and i know both what they are, and how they’re done.
finally, i see how some of his teachings are out of order. i know what order to put them in now.
so i’m going to give mastering evocation one more shot and we’ll see if i can get my evocations rocking the way i want them to.
as before, so now. no philosophy. i’m here to get real world results.
the magick either works or it doesn’t. if it doesn’t work, i’m leaving again, this time for good. this is not an intellectual pursuit. i expect notable results that shut down skeptics when i do magick.
understand that i live in a world where i am surrounded by skeptics who do things without magick and get results without magick that magicians have labored for centuries to achieve. if i’m unsuccessfully doing things with magick that can be done without magick at all, i’m wasting my time and need to cut that out. if on the other hand i can get equal or better results with the magick, i will go forward in that case.
i’ll be back next week after having re-watched the first 3 videos of mastering evocation for breakdowns and new rituals to do.