I’ve found lately that I have a lack of desire for wanting material things such as sex or love. I was doing a working a few weeks ago to obtain a girl I like and who likes me as a friend, but as I was doing the ritual I felt empty. This has been going on for quite a while now and I feel like it’s screwing around with my magick. I love magick, the occult, etc, and being a practitioner of the black arts, but I can never muster up enough desire inside during the working. The same thing happened a while back for another girl I liked, but once again, as I was in the middle of the ritual I felt empty.
How can I help increase the feelings inside me to actually have the magick do its work?