I’ve had immense doubts that I have been in contact with King Paimon, he’s probably literally pulling out his hair as I keep having panic attacks that it’s not him and he more than likely gives many obvious signs ( I’m a ball of anxiety, don’t judge me )
But nonetheless I found a little golden camel in a thrift store today, hidden away. going straight on my altar.
I can relate. I struggle with anxiety too. I love the camel.
My husband gets along with King Paimon really well. Azazel told him to talk to him about his goals (Azazel is usually around me) but he made a great summer vaction and ideas to make money.
I’m not going to lie I sorta have a crush on him
Oooo, I totally approve. Demonic sex is the best.
He is crazy honest, he is like “you are old for a soul”. Then he is like I prefer this but it is okay for now, he needs a sacrifice, he prefers red over white wine. We also had a dinner with him and he thanked my husband
for a watermelon dessert over Mountain Dew.
He’s incredibly regal and I’m the human equivalent of a potato Glad you two have a good relationship with him.
I work more with Azazel and Litlth (who both took ms forever to get their names).
I sort of got his name when I was 17, but I’ve been too stubborn to listen due to religious trauma only about a month ago I’ve actually connected.
Oh I get that, I actually stopped the occult for a long time until hit me. I stopped long enough that they lost hope I would ever return, but I did and gaining traction fast especially with my old self.
Also funny thing is I know so much about the Bible, my mom a Lutheran and dad who randomly preaches (not a Pastor, small town, small church stuff) askes me questions (she doesn’t know how far into the occult I am)
I was a hardcore evangelical Christian ( secretly hated it, terrified of hell ) god it was awful.
Honestly I get that, I used to be the same way until I realized the name of the darker energy around me (took a long time for me to get a name) and how all he wanted to do was give people knowledge.
Thanks for sharing! The camel looks really amazing!
That camel IS your answer to the doubt A lot of spirits use synchronicities and subtle hints to get a message to you. King Paimon is definitely like this! So come to him assured and confident.
If doubt still has you, call upon Lucifer (or someone who has a relationship with him) and double check to make sure the spirit your communing with is King Paimon. Lucifer is my go to when I need to make sure no imposters get through. But in all honesty, it sounds like you have the right demon.
I can also identify with the anxiety and panic attacks. What helped me was breathing techniques and meditation. Also taking my time, educating myself in magick, and working with a small group of spirits. At first it was just one at a time when I got started. This helped me to gain confidence with the spirit I was working with. It also helped me to adjust to irrational fear, etc. Once you’ve overcome those different feelings you feel more at ease. It’ll take a while but I believe you’ll conquer that.
I second that. To be able to understand and therefore control your feelings takes time. But in the end, that’s the best way to overcome things like panic attacks.
This past month I’ve been so calm despite a turbulent life / mental illness, he’s amazing I mostly just have that low self esteem that he wouldn’t want to work with me etc, trying to kick myself when I get like that
I had similar experiences to yours when I first started working with King Paimon. I was having anxiety attacks by the dozen, not because of him, but because I wasn’t used to his energy. It might be the same for you.
I don’t believe that’s quite my issue, if anything he soothes my anxieties ( just my mental bullshit )