I’ve had immense doubts that I have been in contact with King Paimon, he’s probably literally pulling out his hair as I keep having panic attacks that it’s not him and he more than likely gives many obvious signs ( I’m a ball of anxiety, don’t judge me 
)
But nonetheless I found a little golden camel in a thrift store today, hidden away. 
going straight on my altar.
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I can relate. I struggle with anxiety too. I love the camel.
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My husband gets along with King Paimon really well. Azazel told him to talk to him about his goals (Azazel is usually around me) but he made a great summer vaction and ideas to make money.
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I’m not going to lie I sorta have a crush on him
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Oooo, I totally approve. Demonic sex is the best.
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He is crazy honest, he is like “you are old for a soul”. Then he is like I prefer this but it is okay for now, he needs a sacrifice, he prefers red over white wine. We also had a dinner with him and he thanked my husband
for a watermelon dessert over Mountain Dew.
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He’s incredibly regal and I’m the human equivalent of a potato 
Glad you two have a good relationship with him.
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I work more with Azazel and Litlth (who both took ms forever to get their names).
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I sort of got his name when I was 17, but I’ve been too stubborn to listen due to religious trauma only about a month ago I’ve actually connected.
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Oh I get that, I actually stopped the occult for a long time until hit me. I stopped long enough that they lost hope I would ever return, but I did and gaining traction fast especially with my old self.
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Also funny thing is I know so much about the Bible, my mom a Lutheran and dad who randomly preaches (not a Pastor, small town, small church stuff) askes me questions (she doesn’t know how far into the occult I am)
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I was a hardcore evangelical Christian ( secretly hated it, terrified of hell ) god it was awful.
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Honestly I get that, I used to be the same way until I realized the name of the darker energy around me (took a long time for me to get a name) and how all he wanted to do was give people knowledge.
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Thanks for sharing! The camel looks really amazing!
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That camel IS your answer to the doubt 
A lot of spirits use synchronicities and subtle hints to get a message to you. King Paimon is definitely like this! So come to him assured and confident.
If doubt still has you, call upon Lucifer (or someone who has a relationship with him) and double check to make sure the spirit your communing with is King Paimon. Lucifer is my go to when I need to make sure no imposters get through. But in all honesty, it sounds like you have the right demon.
I can also identify with the anxiety and panic attacks. What helped me was breathing techniques and meditation. Also taking my time, educating myself in magick, and working with a small group of spirits. At first it was just one at a time when I got started. This helped me to gain confidence with the spirit I was working with. It also helped me to adjust to irrational fear, etc. Once you’ve overcome those different feelings you feel more at ease. It’ll take a while but I believe you’ll conquer that.
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I second that. To be able to understand and therefore control your feelings takes time. But in the end, that’s the best way to overcome things like panic attacks.
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This past month I’ve been so calm despite a turbulent life / mental illness, he’s amazing 
I mostly just have that low self esteem that he wouldn’t want to work with me etc, trying to kick myself when I get like that
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I had similar experiences to yours when I first started working with King Paimon. I was having anxiety attacks by the dozen, not because of him, but because I wasn’t used to his energy. It might be the same for you.
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I don’t believe that’s quite my issue, if anything he soothes my anxieties ( just my mental bullshit )
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