Good day fellow BALG members.
I have an experience to deal with you, and I welcome any advice/interpretations.
Let’s start at the beginning, for most of my life I’ve almost basically always been dominated by two emotions, being lust and anger. Both of which have grown over the years. I’ve had a very bad spade of luck the last couple of years, only from last year 2018,had things started to look out for me in every aspect t of life. Coincidentally also the same time I chose the LHP fully and started my workings etc. I must mention that I’ve been inclined towards the “dark side” since a very young age. From 8 if I recall. One name since I started researching years ago on demons that has always resounded with me was, Asmodeus.
Now without wasting your valuable time any further by writing a biography, here is the thing.
Last night I had a very very strong dream. In the dream there was a very ancient like library, a being that didn’t name himself, but had a very “evil” grin with a long curved type nose and a “old, ancient” face, had boxes on one of the bookshelves, one box read Ashmodai, the other read Asmoday.
Now if my memory serves me correct these are both names of the great King Asmodeus. Now given the life cycle I gave above and the two most dominant contributing emotions in my life, my question is this.
Could this very well be Asmodeus. Asking contact, or reaching out to me now to make contact to him? I’ve always felt inclined towards him but I’ve steered clear given the fact that he is the demon of lust and anger. I felt it might amplify these I myself. And I have enough of both lol. Could it also be that He as been with me most of my life, thus the reasons for the above?
Any comments or insights would be greatly appreciated.