Khans Journal, Part 1

Hey ya’ll!

It’s an honor to hear from those with experience, and with that I must say; Thank you.

After some research and communication with a few people here, I’ve had the most powerful session yet.

I figured out what was missing from my ritual regarding my patron, King Belial. I followed my intuition and it turned out to be so simple! I made a proper alter instead of relying on what would be considered temporary.

I also gave offerings of whiskey, cool coins that I have that I thought King Belial would find worthy, King Belials Sigil drawn on paper that I burned in his honor, and Dragons blood. I also had this YouTube video in my headphones during worship.

I felt my brain fog clearing, but also entering what felt like a trance. This was while I was drawing the sigil on the paper for him. I allowed my hand to be influenced by the energy that was coming over me and the drawing began to become erratic, but still had form.

I can’t wait to see what awaits me! Both good and bad! Growth through trials and tribulations is such a beautiful thing!

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Heya! Hope everyone is doing just as well, if not better, than I!

Tonight was intriguing to say the least, and in all honesty, started with one of King Belial’s first lessons.

Consistency!

I’ve done my alignment and worship of Belial twice a day for a couple of days. One in the morning when I wake up and one prior to going to bed. Each time I bring offerings of whiskey, dragons blood, a black candle, a drawing/burning of his sigil, and coins. This time I added tobacco in place of coins. I only had time to be by my alter once today, as I worked. I was met with a interesting pain in my stomach that felt similar, yet uncanny.

It was a sharp pain, as if it was burning hot. Almost like whenever you get punched in the stomach and the feeling you get after. That seady and slow feeling. To me, it felt that it was Lord Belial showing his displeasure (and/or disappointment) of my inability to keep to the consistency that I’ve been doing for those said couple of days. I made sure to really put my energy into tonight’s session.

I shuffled my tarot deck, whilst proclaiming his Enn, and manifested/ask for his guidance and understanding in my arcane and physical being that is me, as well as in my book that I received today. My intuition said to pull two, and so I did, giving me “Princess of Wands” and “4 of Pentacles”. I sat in his presence for a little while longer and thanked him sincerely. From what feels right within me; it seems that it’s his way of saying that there is indeed potential with my being which can from a stable foundation, IF I keep consistency. Oddly enough, I feel a stronger shift in energy (I imagine Lord Belials) now that the session has been completed.

So, that’s my key word from here on! Consistency!

Anyways, hope you’re all doing well! Tell me whatcha think AND tell me your favorite color, LOL!

-Logan the Khan

Why are you creating duplicate journals? Is there a reason for not just posting this in the first one? I can merge them if needed. We try to keep the forum from being cluttered by duplicate threads.

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Yes please, you can merge them. I’ll know for next time!

Thank you! I had no clue you could add to posts like that. Again, I’ll know for next time!