Nah, leave it open for whomever wants to reply. I was busy seeing that my tribe decided that my apartment choices weren’t valid. Seems my social worker totally fucked up on my information.
Now I’m looking for a place in Cottage Grove.
I’m running out of options. If this keeps up I will have to face the lair of the beast (my parent again)
How funny Chinese zodiac he is a Dragon and she is a serpent snake. Sheesh.
I save up for years and finally spend over 1k to build a gym in that property only to have it NOT be used.
All I have is my phone, a laptop, barely any clothes and worn out shoes. Oh my ID, bank cards and the tax money I was saving for the next 2-3 years of property taxes… and my checkbook. Barely a shaving kit and toothbrush.
It’s more than some. All my collections from 30 years… dust, my cats… dust… my routine, my circle of power (and walking/running circle),earth shrine, bikes, my hidden garden I discovered a 30 min walk away, etc… just dust.
I hope they fucking suffer but I know they won’t.
ITS MY FAULT AFTER ALL!!!
I wonder when he will kill my cats and burn all my books and shit. And break everything. He’s done it before… not to mention telling lies to everyone in that community how I’m a elder abuser and violent offender etc etc…
How many times they call the police out on me… 5 or so.
The last time he orchestrated so well (2016) he had 8 police cars come out and was stalling for time so they’d reach the rural property. He wanted to see me beaten/arrested or shot dead.
He’s come at me with a knife, clubs, and shoved me into a wall and a burning stove. At the time I didn’t hate him as much and just couldn’t think of harming him.
He’s plenty of times done the finger pointing and gun gesture. Then he acquired a pistol and rifle. I know he’s pulled the loaded pistol on my mom while I was exiled in 2016-17.
And he’s threatened poison etc etc.
As a kid I recall when he was trying to run over 3 teenagers on bicycles. Oh he’s a fucking violent man and now he’s on marijuana all the time so I don’t see that mellowing out anything. I guess only takes CBD most of the time instead of THC (though he grows his own also).
And now flesh eating wasps, bald faced black hornets, yellow hornets, and yellow jackets are his best friends. He lets them sting him and everything.
Bah fucking wack job. I hope he chokes and dies on his own bile. And my mum for supporting him and telling me to just take it can have a final stroke and die too. FUCK EM BOTH!!!