To start, some background info, I have been anchoring to belial with the sigil I drew from January when I did a full ritual for him.
More recently, I’ve been calling on him for advice and the results are pretty damn shocking.
To start, ive been noticing a significant increase in energy when i should by all means be exhausted. (Ran a long distance on only 3 hours of sleep, and didnt nap the entire day.) Im waking up with more energy than I used to have. And my passion for personal work is exponentially growing. Another thing I noticed that wasnt directly related to belial, but occurred: In the week that I started putting more effort into my daily invocations and rituals as well as talking to him more, I’ve gotten a nearly perfect job with hardly an interview (for my age, the job is great). As well as a sudden banking check i wasn’t expecting. Need to deposit it still but yeah, and a whole lot of other stuff. Just to recount, this is how my day went today:
woke up around 4 with 3 hours of sleep because of researching and also i was working hard doing extra on the daily invocation. I did a cold shower sharp 4 am 3 hours of sleep, as well as all my basic magick practices like deep spinal breathing, regular invocation, body scans, etc… I took a run today, so basically after I finished with the shower and Magick work I spent some time researching Magick online. At around 9 it was warm enough to take a run and I did my best run so far. Around noon (spent all morning researching aside from run, I had lunch, went outside. Then did a lot of work with my hands in the garage. Absolutely no naps.
This is a journal if thats okay, forgot to ask. The current goal is definitely apotheosis, but I need to learn more about it. Was suggested to read some books earlier, so I will be checking them out for sure.
Some random things:
Saw belial as a cat inside the sigil while staring. Idk if its normal, but I know demons can use cat forms often.
Things just flowing and working out very well.
That’s all for today and this week.