I was just having fun in my church’s choir stands(I’m in the choir even if I don’t want to be) Doodling on paper to keep me distracted but also listen more.
I was then drawing my version of Apollo, when I told them if they knew Apollo bc school teaches Greek mythology and they were old so I asked 
I was sad though as they didn’t know him, I guess my obsession with anything Greek mythology when I was in middle school stuck with me ever since I graduated 
I had always wished for these gods to be real and now I learned they are after getting into witchcraft.
I felt the need to make this journal, The urge to just speak/pray to them was strong but I held back as I’m still looking into many things on what I’m interested in.
I do wonder if I have a connection to any of them the most 
As my obsession with Greek things except food was always exciting to learn about. When I get a bookshelf I’m definitely getting books about the Greek