The first of my Lucifer notes the other day
Lucifer chronicles (part one)
I woke up at 1 something and tried to go back to sleep until 1:13
Rain or something tapping on both sides of the room was keeping me up
I would say i decided to do a Lucifer ritual but it was also just like…what I needed to do? It was just there in my brain?
So I set up at His little altar, with three tea lights and the dragon’s blood candle, rose buds, dragon’s blood pieces, and incense
I proceeded to follow C Kendall’s initiation ritual, meditation, modified ritual, and litany
While reciting enns I crumbled five rose buds and a couple small pieces of dragon’s blood into cauldron
After meditating and reciting His enns, I burned the sigil paper in my cauldron (outside, while reciting enns still)
I did feel moments of connection, especially burning the sigil and herbs outdoors
At 2:45 am I went back to bed but couldn’t sleep
I kept having three exes come to mind, and it felt like Lucifer’s concern at my history of rapid interest and release
So I reflected, asked forgiveness, just kinda reviewed myself, and presented cases like Aja and Stephen where I’ve grown and my relationships are very strong because of it
I keep hearing bits of a song, it’s like synth and I can’t remember what from
I was thinking briefly about 9/11 and I’m not sure why
Last night I had the feeling that He wanted me to see the sunrise, so I had actually set my alarm for 6:40 in case of 7am rising. When I got up I had the feeling I wouldn’t go back to sleep even though I really tried (from 2:45-3:32)
Now it is 3:52, I’ve made a refresher pot of yesterday’s coffee and am burning His candle. I’ll put offering rum in the coffee and recite His litany again, and enjoy the sunrise when it comes later.
I may even burn a third stick of incense this morning! I’m looking forward to working at my other altar, but I’m enjoying this dedication work very much. It’s something I’ve never done!
I’m grateful to my guides and angels for the reassurance, I’m grateful for the Goddesses/Sacred Feminine for the work. I’m grateful to the little bits I’ve received from Lucifer, like the black smoke (in blue journal), the snake visitation (at heritage park), notes not to be careless.
It’s 3:55! A bird is singing and there’s crazy pressure in my temples, now my left eye, then back left of head. So weird.
It is 9am, I finally slept after 7am
I chanted his Enns over my coffee with the rum over and over
I fall in and out of a sleepy meditation trance and wish I had recorded it then
I remember two weird scenes this time
One was of a multilayered cake (five layers) it had strawberries I think on it
And vanilla cream frosting
And the second and third cake from the top came apart off their dowels and such and there was a ring there
The second one was Elrond giving his daughter the necklace that has her immortality and then her giving it to Vigo’s character
I checked the hours for the day, the Astro stuff for the day, continued to drink the coffee.
Satisfied that I had done everything I could I finally went back to bed until 8:50.