Hi i thought about journal so i will type it here.
I want to go to Poland and ask my phone service shop about roaming, and i have a list of what i need to take such as new shoes cuz my current are broken and now i think what punishment will i get from demons.
Beacuse i want to be happy in life go to Poland but not for me im not Job from the bible i am not slave i hate demons so much but i had topics of thanks giving here. Well from that moment a year passed now my life is broken totaly mental health too, suicidical thoughts, depression, lonelyness.
Therapist will not help me not if the case of my problem are demons i know for some this is talking of a sick mind how but how it is possible they are good.
Advice from me be careful what u asking for cuz yoy may get it oposite or never and your trust and hope will burn out.
Never ever agree for lessons of showing how it is like i never had problems with parasites, i have book of enoch B Petrucelly he said in his book what archons and Jahwe did bad things to him and i was saying how is it like now i have and they wont stop showing it to me or they know what i will ask for and this is only an option to have a explanation for them but reality i think they are makeing fun of me.
I was in manchaster week ago to check if i can go back to uk without passport and after when i get my information i went back to another street site with a cigarette i finished smokeing and i threw it out on the city floor and MAGIC behind me has spawned or itd a officer and he said he need to give me a mandate for threwing away cigarette £120 i had to pay fast asap cuz this document showed if i will pay within 10 days then it will be 120 if not then 150
So i wanted to get rid of this problem asap so i payed and almkst whole week a was hungry without much food only butter sugar and bread for week… THANKS DEMONS🖕
Why ? Beacuse i want to go to poland and rest a bit but i cant like i see Jahwe is most better than these demons it looks like i will die alone but for what.
And! Dont dont say that they are parasites. Ok so which parasite have so much energy to create immidietly now such situation with the officer
If i remeber correctly ea koetting said that belial i able to manipulate and create situations right ?
Very very strange
Now im going to my phone shop and ask for roaming
I will let u know what demons did this time.
And it is said that demons may turn back on you and attack u instead right ?
I feel like they are waiting for me to go to the city and put myself in the cage
From my expierience what i saw i guess the punishment beacuse of buying shoes to poland and ask for more information about roaming will be tommorow or or after tommorow.
It is 11:15 morning uk time when im writeing this shitty post so i would not be surprised if something bad will waiting for me today.
It is said that pain is makeing one man stronger and better version.
So i dont want it i dont want this pain
Of course im mental sick
