I used the pathworking to connect with Archangel Raziel to introduce myself and ask if she would be willing to be my guide me.
I saw her as a female dressed in white, she seemed white but maybe because my vision was in white and black colors, tall like a giant. Then she stepped on me burying me into the ground.
After that I was in a dark place, and my vision of her disappeared but I kept seeing shadows and felt she was there, saw orange colors popping and going.
I then went to test my ritual and asked to connect to Angel Raphael, did his pathworking and at the end of the pathworking the roaring lion came charging at me and the lion attacked me with its claw from the down up, which is weird as well, anyway I kept my cool and imagine a white bubble around me protecting me and went ahead and asked him to heal some pain I was having.
Now to my question: Why did I see her in all white and tall when everyone says its a he and they appear in a grey color and have a rainbow aura? and the most important question why did she step on me so hard that I was literally buried under ground? and even Archangel Raphael came charging at me as the lion and attacked/clawed me. Anyone had similar experience or might know the meaning of this?
Note: I am not a beginner magician but this experience was not what I expected since I was calling on an angel, and beside after the ritual when I was reflecting on the ritual I had this thought that suddenly came to mind that an imposter or parasite was attached to me that was recognized by the angels and they destroyed him. Side note: I used to work with demons only, just started working with Angels.
In my opinion, it is because that it how Tempest sees her. I have used his pathworkings a lot, and in my experience, Raziel always appears as female when using his system. When I evoke Raziel using traditional methods, however, he appears as male.
It’s hard to say but I would repeat the pathworking and see if the same thing happens. If they were responding to something about you, then it should repeat itself. I have never had such an experience myself using the pathworkings, and angels don’t usually attack without reason.
Yeah I remember reading that, I wonder if thats how Raziel wanted to appear or it was my perception of how Raziel would appear as. Its good to see that I am not the only one who sees her as a female. If i may ask, does my description similar to how you perceive her? as a very tall, skinny form, with white dress?
I am going to do the pathworking again tomorrow, and see if they would attack me again or be nice about it. I might also ask although they weren’t very talkative with me. I only heard Raziel say couple words and thats it.
Having experience with this and just knowledge of angelology in general, I would trust your gut feeling as to whether the images are true or not.
For example- when I first tried to contact Raziel, I saw an old man in the wooded pines approaching me. But my intuition and instincts just told me, this isn’t Raziel. So I asked him, can you point me to Raziel- and he pointed behind me toward the waterfall where a tall male angel touched down with a rainbow around his head, very beautiful but definitely male. From him I felt the internal certainty of who I was dealing with.
So if you doubt an element of that imagery, use it as a mirror to bounce your focus onto the correct imagery- ask it to direct you to the direct object you need if you doubt it. If it identifies that image as itself and you still doubt, stop and try again.
I still use this method for otherworldly travel and it helps a ton with discernment. Not perfectly, but to a large degree. Search for the internal sense of assurance.
Yes, Raziel has appeared to me like that before, though her appearance did change the more I interacted with her. I didn’t perceive her as very tall, though. She appeared to me to be about my own height, which is just under 6 feet tall.
Yes, I have come to realize many higher order beings want to test our resolve, but that should actually be taken as a compliment, because you are being considered- you’re a candidate. Rather than be discouraged by testing, be encouraged that a higher order being is investing time in you. They know they’re expending energy. So make it worth their while, and that’s where collaboration begins and the testing begins to fade out.