Yo everyone , I was wondering if anyone else gets this , but I find death energy (atleast maybe my interpretation of it) always has this kinda melancholic vibe but also has this existential feeling.
like when i interface with it , the feeling I get is it makes me feel the intensity of life and the weight of existance.
Lemme know if anyone feels the same , I apreciate it
back in 2023 , my health was too bad for my diabetes, i was dying, only that my family and doctors did very good and fast work so i have survivered
when i was in hospital so i had feel, that i am on the bluff - it is end, then when i got medicines, the feel disapeared away
doctors told me that if i would to come later it could be too late