Hello, I just go by crow. I’ve been somewhat actively practicing black magick for close to two years now. I say somewhat because there have been times where I’ve burned myself out and stop for 2-3 months. I’ve always been told by friends I’m good with dream interpretations, I’ve learned how to astral project in August of 2019, and generally that’s now how I talk to the demons that I work with now. Although it’s still not perfect, and I sometimes struggle to get the correct information or have full conversations. It’s a lot better than it was back when I first did it My current goal is to learn to work with black energy and directing it at others who have wronged me. My real issue is I can’t see energy if I’m not in the astral. so, I can never tell if I’m doing something right or wrong when it comes to working with energy.
My question is I’ve met a demon who has virtually no information on them out there. I want to build a better affinity with him, but at the same time I don’t want to ask him for things, because there is nothing that I want or need from him. I just want to build a better affinity, and yes I astral project and talk with him there sometimes, but I’m trying to figure out is there any way I can incorporate some sort of meditation that will allow me to do that without having to astral project every time. It’s the same thing with Anubis, I just met him for the first time yesterday in the astral. I want to work more with him without asking him for things. So, I’m open to advice or suggestions on a way to go about this.