I’ve been lurking for some time and decided to pull the trigger on joining up. I’m a 27 year old male from west/central Canada. I’ve attempted to dabble in the Occult off and on for years, but I’ve recently gotten much more serious about it, due to some difficulties in my life. I know I’ll learn a lot from the members here!
So, I’ve had a ton of problems in my life the last year or so, like a divorce, failure at job applications, money issues and so on.
Tonight I attempted to contact Lucifer, by drawing his sigil on a piece of paper, gazing at it whilst listening to his Enn being chanted on a YouTube video and verbally saying “Lucifer, come to me”. My goal was to get advice from him and ask him for guidance.
While, I didn’t hear or feel anything. I did see the sigil flash/glow like a lot of people describe.
After I had finished I felt a little discouraged, but I noticed what looked like maybe a fruit-fly or gnat flying around my right shoulder. While that might sound like a lot. I did this in a closed boardroom at work in the Canadian winter. I was pretty surprised to see a bug buzzing around me.
What do you you all think it means, if anything at all?
Thank you in advance.