Hello everyone!
I will try to keep this short and sweet as I have been lurking for a couple of months but there are a couple of questions I would love some input on that I haven’t been able to find definitive answers for elsewhere.
Please don’t think that I won’t have tried to exhaust my own research routes first - I respect that people give their time pro bono and knowledge, experience and ultimately wisdom without cost to many.
Not really comfortable about my name - mainly because it is unusual and I could be identified, so HermesHorse is enough and I’m happy with that. I am 50, female and born in 1967 hence the tail of the year of fire horse. I don’t feel that I am sufficiently attractive or interesting enough for anyone to want to commemorate me in pixels or silver halides.
What do I do magickally - OHHHHHHH, baby - what do I do. Deep intake of breath. I don’t follow a path, I work based upon the Goetia and Dukante families and the way that I have my interactions is totally informal. No circle, no triangle (I have not spoken with any entity that requires these). I don’t want to be heavy handed with them, they are giving me things I can’t get in any other way, or certainly not easily.
The first really big working was straight ritual during the full eclipse over Europe in 2015 - I did work on 3 people, it affected 1 to be kicked out of work, 1 to be demoted (later put back - I need to work on her again - she was a vicious bully), 1 was too weak to affect. That for me was good. That was without any assistance from the 72.
This year we had a break in to our garden and various things were removed; and I worked a conditional spell - to curse the items that were removed but in a very creative way. I felt immediately afterwards an enormous huge pull to look at the Goetia and the name ANDROMALIUS just appeared, so I called upon him directly with sigil and enn - told him what had happened. Got the “OK, leave it to me”. The items lost would have cost me about £250 to replace - in the two days after a complete disposable income drought I received about £350 from a variety of sources including Ebay sales. I thanked him.
Another one is MARBAS - I can not praise President Marbas highly enough. I do want to tell you what happened but that would be best left to a separate post.
Current goals: One area I have is that I am extremely secretive about myself. I have always tried to keep private and public separate - so this is a departure for me.
My goals are a bit of vengeance either through exposing that person’s history PUBLICLY or that I become so popular, successful and wealthy that she implodes and that I gain the love, respect and favours of those in authority. And yes, I have a passion for horses - I have little chats with OROBAS, but it’s more to get to know him and just adore him… sigh…
Current struggles: I am on a steep learning curve and Marbas has been phenomenal - but I also have other needs I want to explore. This is due to a health issue which then led to a manager taking out her malicious nature against me. It’s one area where I’ve sometimes failed to promote myself in previous work, having been told “told dumb down” and having been bullied for the first time in my last employment (the one who was demoted -see above) has left me in a way very cautious to find employment in an area where I would shine and where my reference would be ruined. So I need to work out a strategy and individual tactical steps to remove that person and cause her issues and either get myself into her work position or build up my own very very successful business. My success would drive her insane and the greatest part would be if she ever dared to speak to me when I have achieved that “Forgive me - have we met?” and walk off, swishing my tail behind me…
So there you are - a burning passionate vindictive horse bent on world dominance 
I’ve just changed my name slightly to reflect something a bit more personal about me and it’s good to know that this post is still linked to my account.
