Hi, I’m Omar from Egypt.
I’m into chaos and sigil magick.
I want all my desires to be done and achieve prosperity in all aspects of life.
Lacking energy, focus and concentration to do what I’m supposed to do
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Hi im aldrich from philippines I love magic so much dark magic thrils me more…my goal is to posses a dark magic and to gain as much knowledge in dark magic as posible…
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Greetings,My name is Chris. Growing up in the ghettos of south Florida I turned to the occult in an attempt to balance the scales or tip them on my side. as I grew I started several Black Metal Bands toured the world got married, had stroke, got divorced, fell into a huge depression. In an attempt to heal and strengthen my spirit, I began researching pacts and offering my soul. In my research I came across EA and dove right in. It will be very good to meet as many of you as possible via this profile. any advise regarding pacts for health and prosperity will be humbly accepted.
Chris XirvingX
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Hi, My name is Aditya. You can just call me Adit ^^
Im just a normal 16 years old student from Jakarta, Indonesia. I have been interested in magic since the first time i knew about it. But recently, from deep inside of me i suddenly want to learn more about magic and practice it by myself! then I keep researching and researching for good source to start studying about it, and just few hours ago i found this web! wow really interested with the book, somehow theres something tellin me fron inside me nor somewhere else it is a really good choice to start study about magic and practice it with that book. therefore im so gonna buy it, it will be a very helpful thing for a begginer like me in learning magic ^^ but i planned to buy it few days later on a special day.before that i thought its better to also join the forums too. and so now im here in the forum… ^^
Since english is not my mother language, im terribly sorry for my bad english. its a pleasure to meet you all!
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Please call me Victoria. This is not my real name and I would rather not reveal it.
I am interested in all sorts of paths. I prefer an eclectic approach that works best for me.
My current goal is to become the most powerful magus ever. Of course, I am not sure if I can do so in one lifetime.
Currently I am struggling with practising magic without a mentor and with mental issues. My only sources of information are forums and websites on the Internet, and a book that I have secretly purchased without the knowledge of my parents with whom I live. It is also kind of hard to work properly for lack of privacy. In addition, we don’t have occult stores here where magic is taboo. But what’s the fun in doing something without a bit of a challenge?
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[quote=“MageMichael, post:463, topic:3232”]Good Morning, Everyone,
I am MageMichael. I have also used the pen name Great Owl Rising.
I live on the East Coast, and do not look or sound like someone who is into Magick (I am a practicing lawyer). I am an outstanding writer, and have won awards for my writing. I also have what is called a “radio voice” and a powerful presence.
Despite the outer veneer of normalcy, my soul yearns to be free. I want and need the power to attain financial success, seduction, divination, and powers to heal, protect and, if ever absolutely necessary, to attack. The daily grind is just that – a grind. It is not what I am on this Earth to do.
While I have a strong moral compass, I am not put off by using energies or the supernatural to obtain what I want for myself or others.
I am Jewish by birth and nominally follow it, but I don’t really believe in it. I have been put off by Satanic sites, though, that attack Jews and Judaism, as it is still a part of me and I cannot forget what Hitler had sought, and Arabs and Iranians to this day, seek to do to my people.
Currently, I am working with Tarot cards and will begin working with astrology, but I need to really be able to dig into using magick within the constraints of my work schedule and at times when my family, which is disapproving of any of this, will not know of it.
I am very sensitive to energy. I have struggled with quieting my mind and focusing sufficiently to cast spells or engage well in divination.
I bought E.A.'s first book, Become a Living God, awhile ago, but never followed through. Lost time. It’s time for me to get back onto this path, and I would appreciate any input from any more experienced mages in how to get started and how to really Become a Living God.
Power to you all.[/quote]
Welcome! I’m also from a Jewish back ground. If you read my introduction, you’ll get to know me a little. So I saw that you have EA Koettings book Become a living God. Good start. That was my first book also. My advice, read the book through from cover to cover a few times so you can emerse yourself properly into our currents and become acquainted with the vocabulary. Good luck.
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My sincerest apologies for not having done this right away, but nonetheless:
I am Lexaphier (at least that is one of the things I go by alongside Lexanael for my light workings and Xavier in this good old world that we live in), and I practice an eclectic path as presented through personal Gnosis after a lifetime of preparation by Lucifer with the help of one of my mentors, King Paimon (9th of the 72), and my dear Patron King Asmoday (32nd of the 72), both of the Goetic Order. I have studied the work of S. Connolly on the matter of respectfully working with the honorable Spirits of the Black Flame of the Personal Divine, and have had many a discussion with Edgar Kerval on the Qliphoth and the Divine Flame of the Personal Divine known as the Black Flame of Divine Power (though it is part of my path that I believe there are five other Divine Flames, each tied to the Aspects of Dominion with Omnipotence being one of them). My path is the Ascendent of Mastery, which I had called that long before realizing that a magician had written a book called the Ordo Ascensum Aeternalis, the Book of Eternal Ascent; the fact that we both carried on spiritual paths of similar names and implications without ever being aware of the other suggests a common thread of Gnosis that is to this day one of the affirmations that there is more to this.
I honor E.A. Koetting, I honor Timothy, S. Connolly, Edgar Kerval, S. Ben Qayin, and all others who align themselves to this cause; though I follow my heart, conscience, and intuition above all, I have learned not to take gospel from anyone but the voice of my heart. With that said, this is not a lonely road, and Gnosis, while being experienced most profoundly in solitude, is a journey we take together. We are all Gods here, capital “G” and nothing less, my path has shown that to me, but my journey has only begun, and without the Gnosis provided through Become a Living God, it likely would have taken decades to get to where I am now in spiritual understanding.
Pleasure to be aboard, looking forward to the conversation when the time comes, and of course, look forward to seeing what the Gods here have to see.
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I never did a proper introduction so I will now.
I don’t feel comfortable revealing my face or real name online (due to various reasons) but you can refer to me as S. or Werewolf if you wish. I’m from the USA and i’ve been delving into magick for 4 years now, mostly searching through information, books, videos etc. until now since I am now aware of what I am trying to pursue.
I am currently interested in the Left Hand Path, Hermeticism, and I have an interest in dabbling into some of the works of Gemma Gary.
My current goals in terms of my practice and work as an operator are to move past “armchair magician” and further my practice and skills, hoping to find out more about myself, the world around me, and to face the inner demon who has latched itself into my spine like a malevolent monster.
My currently struggles are finding a sort of peace in my life, my own humanity, and how to generally work with others. I have been in other communities and have butted heads with the others with doing little to nothing, as if I just have a target on me. As such I am posting here almost reluctantly, but rejection is something that does not scare me off at this point. I can only learn from my failures.
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Hello,
I’m going to go by the handle MerakiDeva for the purposes of this forum.
I am a man who finds his centre by skirting on the edges of polarity. I have seen mastery and destruction of my body and mind through excesses of hedonism, and excesses of discipline. I’ve seen the extremes of spartan minimalism and the extremes of grotesque abundance. Now, after years of serving my curiosity of practicing Zen philosophies and various white healing magicks (which I incidentally discovered through meditation practices intended to strengthen spiritual focus for occult rituals), I am embracing my spritual roots, and immersing myself in my soul’s craving to be immersed in the dark arts.
My goals are to go under the mentorship of demons and ancient Gods, create and collaborate in curious magical communities, expand perspective and power of the individual self and the collective, and ultimately ascend.
My strengths are focus, sensation, intention, persistence, and the ability to learn quickly. I’m reading and absorbing as much as I can, performing rituals regularly for small results with the intention of accumulating momentum.
My troubles can be patience, ‘letting go’ of perfectionism, and as cliché as it might sound- commitment. Not commitment to a practice, or a discipline of learning, etc, but an underlying reluctance to bind to, or form relationships and pacts with particular entities for extended periods of time. To consider myself in alliance to anything has always struck me as ‘bogging down the infinitude of potential’ - and frankly, it’s something I’ve worked on getting over, as more often than not, I’ve found that commitment allows for strong bonds that produce incredible power.
Black magick is an incredibly powerful force that I’ve found in the short time that I’ve been engaged in it, to enliven the human experience with awe-inspiring manifestations of desire and intention. I want to fully immerse myself in the arts, with the ultimate intention of first mastering the physical realm of that human experience, and then transcend, and use magick to the ends of dark ascension through the astral planes to godhood.
I reckon I’ve found the right community of like minds, eh? 
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Hello,
My Name Is Logan and I am here on this site because it is a community of like minded individuals who are willing to share there knowledge and allow me to share my knowledge in turn.
I am a practitioner of black magick who has studied sense the age of seven. I am currently working on mastery over soul travel and I am very interested in necromancy. I first came across E.A. Koetting and BecomeALivingGod a year ago and found it perfect for me.
When you get to know me you will find that astral projection is one of my favorite subjects to talk about and I may even begin to rant because i’m so exited by it. To transcend the physical body is just so…amazing and awe inspiring it just causes me to tremble. When I had begun to understand the secrets of the universe I just found this, hunger for knowledge that I could not quench. I also wish to one day master necromancy, as it is one of my favorite forms of magick in existence.
I am at the moment struggling with understanding the Enochian Magick system. So if anyone has any information that could be useful to me on the subject please send me a message here on the forum.
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Greetings.
I am Karl Wolfe.
I primarily am working on tracing the methodology and practices of the Norse seidh workers. I have experimented with some Goetic style sigil magic and the like in the past, however, I would say I am primarily what would be a chaos magician – I will accept wisdom and methodologies that work for me from any source.
I found Balg initially through the promotion of Jeffery Deuel’s work in the second AoS. Since then I have re-read both AoS books, watched most of E.A.'s videos on YouTube, and worked with some of Asenath Mason’s grimoires and writings.
Right now I would say I am struggling the most with achieving the non-thought state in meditation, and maintaining it without my thoughts superimposing themselves.
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Hello, I am Just going to go by the name Smith on here for the sake of simplicity.
I am a recent practicioner who got into magic mainly from allot of super natrual stuff happening in my life and me wanting to strive for finding “Immortality” since I was born(a not so realistic goal I know). It was inevitable that I would start practicing magic. I am not picky but I do enjoy healing magic(more because I had allot of health issues growing up), some angelic and demonic evocation here and there.
I will use any magic that works and gets the job done.
Currently my goal is to master soul travel, and immortality (yup I am still striving for it after all these years).
I am currently struggleing with when I do rituals of the same type more then once. (like doing an evocation of the same demon a second time or doing a candle spell the second time) I feel like they are less intense and often just not as “cool and awesome”. I get results still and have no issues listening/speaking to or manifesting a spirit but I feel like that " awe" factor is missing now. If you know how to get it back please pm me!
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Hi everyone,
so, a short introduction about myself. I’ve been involved with the occult in various forms for about 15 years now, started when I was around 15-16 years old. My main focus magically, as is fairly obvious from my username, is Temple of Qayin/Temple of the Black Light. I also have a squishy soft spot for Lovecraftian magic and really looking forward to S. ben Qayin’s next book. I live out here in the southwestern u.s. and would live to connect more with others in my area.
182!
Mike
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Hi, I’m Krash Kharma.
I’m a 29 year old, bisexual, genderqueer (preferring male pronouns), Luciferian Entheogenic Esotericist practicing within a construct “defined” through the concept of the dao, with the tools learned through CyberShamanism.
I began my journey around 14, with Astral projection and Dextromethorphan HydroBromide (DXM, robitussin).
My current goals are solidifying and streamlining my personal practices into a more refined repertoire.
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• Terrockan
• Not yet adding photos
• Kinds of magick you like: Holy/Unholy, Dark/Light and Elemental.
• Current goals: Learning to obtain the skills, to control these powers and use them for protecting humankind and keep balance with both the world of the living and spirits world.
• Current struggles: Christian people and how the crisis in the world goes around.
Hey all, My name is Terrockan, i use my nickname instead cuz i do not want reveal my real name just yet till i am somewhat more used to this froum.
I did read alot of the post right after registering myself and i am amazed and impressed in your dedication.
At the moment i only have an interest in the demons. But since i want to learn more of these practices and know more of the different way of the magic of
the gods. It brought the first interest from the youtube videos Mr. E.A. Koenning posted. I am wondering there must be alot i can learn and also being teached
in the way of magic and invoke/evokation of rituals with other worldly beings. Remember i am new here, so i do not know myself about somethings.
I have been in a contract since my 21st of age, am 29 now thats 8 years and still no problems. it would be awesome to be instructed into making
a better relationship in this too.
As for me i was born in the Netherlands and attended normal highschool, till the death of my mother a day after my 19th birthday.
I did attend alot work and studies to the afterlife after that and did come in contact alot with otherworld. Since then i had a
form of a very sensibility to detect super natural beings. I was raised in the religion of protestants, but renounced it since it did not contain any truth.
And confilcted into my real believes, in this spiritual thing with demons i did find my calling.
Basicly all together. I’m new to the forums but not practitions of certain summonings. But like i said i like to be teached further in the ways of magick.
Yours truly,
Terrockan.
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hi my name is alex i really appreciate this forum and E.A koetting,videos,books…so i want to say hi to you all
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Hi,am not sure if am doing this right.my name is Gigy,I live in Botswana.I started LHP when I was 13.I have tried Magick before but my true goal is finding wisdom.I want to work with Azazel (if he allows it) so I can find wisdom,learn about everything.Understand life.I know much of what am saying may not make sense but I can try explain if one sends a message.And thank you for creating this forum.
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Hello everyone! My name is Jayme and I’m looking forward to speaking with some of you and learning new things (: Huge thanks to E.A. for making this site a reality and for sharing his knowledge. I have maaany goals in this field and hopefully this site can give me some things to check off of my list. Have a wonderful day!
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Edgar, Im from Lithuania 18 years old.
Not sure what should I do with magic (or do you have to say magick?), which path to choose per say, complete newbie here.
I want to better myself in every way possible. I want to try to commune with old baltic gods as my first major goal.
I’m struggling with trying to feel energy inside of me (I know that this is basically a first step towards anything) Any help is appreciated! So send me emails if you want to help me!
Later will upload photo of myself if that is required 
Please don’t hurt me >.<
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Khayman is a name that I use for this purpose only.
I’m absolutely new at this. I’m in it for personal empowerment and financial freedom, and am looking forward to learn.
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