Hey my name is Matt and I’m 23 years old. I’ve been scrolling through some of these forums lately and everyone seems pretty friendly and helpful so I thought I’d introduce myself!
I don’t follow a certain path I just practice magick whether it be black or white, doesn’t really matter to me. I had a spontaneous kundalini awakening after an LSD trip last year which introduced me to the spiritual side of reality. And so one thing lead to the next and I ended up discovering magick when I came across MindandMagick on youtube and eventually found BALG. Also I thought I’d throw it out there that I grew up mormon and was pretty surprised to find out E.A. also did lol.
My goals are to use magick to one day create a career based on my love for spirituality and magick through becoming the best version of myself. I feel an urge to work with Lucifer to help me with this. If this is the wrong spirit to do this with let me know! My other goal is to heal myself through using spells that help me eat healthier and follow through with it. And also to work with demons who can give me answers and lead me to the right doctors. (If anyone knows a demon or two let me know).
My current struggle is finding the energy to achieve my goals. I used to have near perfect health but I fucked up my system a couple years ago with some antibiotics and now I’m tired most of the day on a daily basis. I had to drop out of college due to my lack of focus which caused my all my grades to drop after my awakening. So I had to move back in with my mom. I got into a car accident last December and haven’t had a car since. And recently I had to quit my job due a coworker that kicked my ass over stupid shit. (The dude is still hiding from the cops 2 weeks after this) However after discovering magick I feel pretty confident I can overcome these challenging setbacks. Also I barely hang out with friends nowadays so if you have a situation similar to mine or just a difficult journey feel free to hit me up, I’d love to hear your story and connect.