Greetings,
I’ve gone by the name of Tenebrae for so long now that it’s often used as regularly as my given name, Michael; I’m perfectly fine with either or, so whichever suits your fancy. The majority of those who know me are of the female persuasion and would say that my interest in magick tends to favor seductive energy-manipulation, enthralling the mind before defiling the flesh…so to speak.
I suppose that’s not too far from the truth; debauchery and madness are two of my more favored flavors. That downward spiral into depravity and obsession is absolutely delicious…especially when they’re made fully aware of your intent beforehand and embrace such with open arms. I suppose this is why I’m often mistaken for a vampire; though, it’s not something I’ve ever considered myself nor agree with.
I’m an honest predator, a daemon with a heart, and apparently beloved of Nyx according to several complete strangers who felt the need to randomly tell me such over the years. I suppose I’m just another Keres who’s escaped Pandora’s box; ironically also referred to as the Tenebrae unbeknownst to me at the time of choosing this name.
Granted, I’m probably just touched by madness myself…and happen to have pretty hair; chicks dig the hair. Right Timothy?
In actual magickal endeavors, I tend to enjoy the construction (both physical and mental) of tools and anything related to the darker spectrum of things. As of right now, I’m scrimshawing eight human calcaneus bones into, what I call, Fear Fetishes. Here’s the first of the series:
I’ll be imbuing these with my perception of darkness, weaving a few various delights into the design so that they mimic what my essence apparently does naturally. A more offensive type of defense, where incoming negative intent is used as a tether to trace and then feed upon the source while simultaneously transferring that energy to the owner…much like a disease or, vampric method of feeding.
Aside from that, I’d also like to work on creating a servitor that I’ll then be tethering to various individuals. This will result in an egregore with physical facets in the form of said individuals and, through further incorporation, this egregore will become a Godform. Each individual incorporated will, in turn, have the ability to access this communal power on a whim. Sounds like a fun little pet project, no?
Lastly, I’d like to write a book on my spiritual beliefs…
As for struggles, I’d say that procrastination, apathy, and a lethargic personality have all contributed to my struggles in life. Passion often eludes me…leading towards slothful behavior; in other words…I’m lazy. I’ve always felt as though I’m hibernating, waiting for a time that’s yet to come… We all have to wake up someday though, and that’s what I’m currently attempting to acomplish above all else. I’ve been a dreamer for far too long…living within the depths of my own mind.
Anyway, any questions?
Feel free to message me privately…I’m often lurking, it’s what I do.