I never really worked with magic but I was drawn to demons since a quite amount of time.
I think I watched Hereditary in 2019 the first time, then when I watched it the second time (It literally changed my life since that movie left me with a melted brain… in a positive way) I started to read about King Paimon. I started to read on different websites about demons. I evolved a lot with time, there were a lot of newbie mistakes that I did but I think today I can say that I am much more confident. I started reading the book “Beginners guide to Demonolatry” which also helped me very much. I pray to Satan and I feel pretty drawn to Azazel.
Ambitions: I think I would really like experience something with a demon, so I would need to learn how to do it and then take the steps.
Struggles: I still don’t do it out of fear that I would piss them off since I am quite a hard case lazy person.
Hello, my current Magickal Name is Bellatrix, not because HP, but because it is one of Orion’s stars. It means warrior woman.
I’m currently working with a left hand path order, and I’m also initiated in the OTO, but it’s been a lonely path.
I wanna be a powerful magickian, I want knowledge.
I find it difficult to break with ceremonial magick rules, and sometimes I find it hard to trust my magick.
By this time, I’m bulding a relationship with Paimon.
cheers
i’m from Argentina. Been practicing/learning for 17 years already, and been initiated for…counting 10 at freemasonry, 4 at OTO, but not currently attending either of them.
My areas or interesting? I don’t know, Tarot, sorcery, magick in general.
My nickname is Bregecko. I guess that could be my magic name too since I like it. I’ve been told I’m a natural at ‘wild magic’. I don’t really follow rituals unless I make it up right then. I’ve talked to Astaroth, Hecate, Lucifer, Satan, Azazel, Asmodeus, Murmur, Minosons, Lilith, Jesus, and Belial in the Astral so far. Other than talking to them though I’m almost completely inexperienced when it comes to the astral realm. I know ‘Quantum Touch’ & ‘Matrix Energetics’ aka ’ ‘science of miracles’.
Spirit communication is a curiosity and passion of mine.
My biggest problem is not being able to hear important messages or getting mixed messages in the astral due to my ego getting in the way I think. That & I’m very green when it comes to anything that’s considered traditional in the magic community.
Other than Quantum Touch and Matrix Energetics, I’ve only been exploring other forms of magic for about 6 months. I live in south Texas in the countryside.
I have interest in a lot of things but mostly spiritual communication, spiritual growth like shadow work, and general magic.
I Hope and wish for you that youll enjoy it here for a long time, and share in this world your value you think is apropraite for you to express to us all here in BALG.
Hello, i am XX, ive been a devout hindu all my life and im just getting into magick, would like to work with the deities i have praised my whole life such as kali, parvati, ganesha, shiva, krishna, and many more. I would also like to learn about some aspects of Aghora. I am based in the usa and am 19
Hi every one, I’m a 30 year old British male currently living And working in Thailand. Heavily into Black Metal since the age Of 14, which planted the seed for me to renounce my family’s Islamic faith and turn to theistic Satanism. Im no longer part Of ‘The Left Hand Path’ as It were, now I mainly worship the Hindu Goddess Kali and Astarte. Not much dealings in magic, I have only ever done two petitions through Lucifer. Recently did an Astarte obsession spell in order to regain my lost love, though It backfired terribly , she unblocked me and told me she loved me but then blocked me again the next day. Currently looking for an opening to get her to unblock me again, so i can get a final chance.
These last few months I have decided to become more consistent in my practice and overcome my fear of not living “the love and light” toxic positivity mindset which has been holding me back.
Hello. I am from Mauritius, a small island in the Indian Ocean.
I am mostly drawn to chaos magick even though I have not practiced in a while but I have been surrounded my magick and witchcraft since birth.
I have experimented with servitors and sigils. Some local folk protection magick as well. Recently I have started to acknowledge a deity which is responsible for my birth (long story) and in the process of building her altar.
No matter what I do or where I am in life though, I am always drawn back to magick. This time around is because of a strong need to take matters in my own hands and protect myself and my family from long time running hexes and curses (also long story).
Leaving the "only love and light mindset"behind because I have decided to find balance and acknowledge and accept the dark.