How’s it going? My name is Lisa and i am 25 yo! I fight lust, but sometimes I enjoy it 
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I’ve been practicing magic since I was a teenager, but nothing special. Some exercises that didn’t really do anything except develop my clairsentience. I tried working with energy, moving it around in my body, feeling it, but at the time I didn’t know what to do with it and gave up. Years later, I tried using this skill to achieve solo orgasm, without touching myself. Spoiler alert: I didn’t succeed, but I was close! 
But I hadn’t previously understood magic or the occult. I simply tried what I found online, and later experimented with sensations for the sake of sexual pleasure. The only thing I gained from these attempts and experiments was an intuitive understanding of clairsentience. At that time, I didn’t even know such a word existed. 
Now I want to delve deeper into this. I read the Draconian Ritual Book, which gave me some basic understanding. I also tried contacting Naama. There were results, but I respectfully decided to stop, as I lack the skills to communicate with her or even verify whether it’s really her. My first experience with Naama was something like a kundalini awakening, which was very pleasant, like a full-body orgasm. However, it wasn’t smooth sailing, as I couldn’t eat for several days afterwards, and months later, I still experience strange sensations, though not as intense. Perhaps it wasn’t Naama at all, but some kind of parasite.
I also read about Buddhism, Yoga, Christianity, Slavic mythology, but more for personal development from a philosophical point of view, rather than mysticism and super-duper magical abilities.
In short, I’ve been trying this and that, gaining some experience, but there’s still a lot I don’t understand, and there’s a lot I can’t do. I want to pursue these magical things as a hobby. I’m especially interested in sexual magic.