(This may get a tad explicit)
My relationships with demons are complicated cause I still feel like a newbie. I have one demon that may be an incubus and have had some interesting experiences with him. This thread is for gay men and straight women who have had relationships with incubi! I suppose if they’re similar enough we might as well talk about succubi too. Anyway here’s my experiences:
I remember asking Satan for an incubus… while I was drunk again ha. That may have been what sent this one to me. I didn’t do any ritual, maybe I prayed and just wanted it enough that he found me. So anyway, while awake if I masturbate and imagine him I can definitely feel sensations, his presence and the feeling he’s touching me. Climax feels amplified and more pleasurable. When I do finish I try to imagine pushing that energy out into him cause that’s why incubi are here anyway right? For the energy at the end? In dreams he is sometimes there and sometimes not, but we rarely have dream sex. I’ve been in that strange dream-state where I’m in bed, not awake and I can feel a demon hugging and lying with me. Those scenarios aren’t specifically sexual. I had one and a half times where I got to have dream sex with an incubi.
This is hilarious and kind of weird… okay so keep in mind these are my own experiences. I had one of those semi-dream moments where I was in bed, lying on my stomach. He crawled over me and then we started having sex. He was putting his fingers in my mouth cause he knew I was into that. I didn’t look at him, but I saw his hand on my shoulder and it looked like a normal human hand. I think maybe he was subtly showing me that he didn’t look like a scary demon-monster, which I was a little worried about. He even chuckled a bit during the mouth-finger thing and sounded human. So this event that happened wasn’t super sensual or anything, not like the feelings I got while masturbating, it was kind of just sex. Maybe there was a disconnect somehow, I don’t know. But I know he’s not the jealous type cause after he finished other demons were joining in. I think maybe another two or three went after. Now this part is also crazy and weird… but I rolled onto my back and there was this creature similar to a grey alien on the wall. He was tan and wrinkly, I’m pretty sure he was one of those aliens (either real or what I don’t know, I don’t know much about how they fit into the occult but there are alien-like creatures out there). So I was still dream-state horny and you know, presenting myself and willed him to join in so he just dived off the wall and into me and I remember clutching his butt and he finished really quick. Also what happened… (don’t know how much of this is part-crazy dream) there were little dogs running around near my head. I think they were also spirits that wanted to go next but hell no, I am not into animals. I saw this tall figure with horns and a goat bottom half that reminded me of Pan, also waiting to go but I didn’t want him either because even part-animal relations were still weird for me. Okay so that’s about the whole of my gangbang dream. It was pretty neat and I’d love for it to happen again, but it hasn’t happened since and it was a while ago. I did have another dream that a demon was inside me but he wasn’t thrusting and it was just frustrating. Like I said there’s probably a disconnect with this stuff, but I can usually feel beings touch me easily when awake.
I often do have dreams where I’m in bed and a demon is there, sort of snuggling. This ties into what I said in other posts about being afraid of demons in my sleep because of my Christian background. Sometimes the demon goes to whisper in my ear, or talk to me, sounding like a normal person but I freak out and wake myself up. One night, fairly recently, he was sorta choking me a little but not aggressively. Probably cause he knew I was into it.
So… the real reason I made this post was because I was interested in relationships any of you have had with incubi, or perhaps succubi. Sexual experiences are interesting sure, but right now I’m mainly curious about romantic ones or partnerships. Do you have an incubi or succubi that you are close with? That you communicate with? I don’t know the name of the one I’m with, and we haven’t properly talked, but I’m sure he knows stuff about me. I’m curious about what he looks like. But yeah, please tell me about your lover demons and their name and what kind of relationship and experiences you’ve had with them. Advice is welcome too. Thanks!