First, please be polite to people trying to help you navigate this forum, for the first time possibly in your LIFE you are not in a normal top-down authority environment, moderation is distributed across all members (especially those with “Regular” as their title) so you will yourself, we hope, be willing and able to guide new people if you stick around and learn the ropes.
Secondly, and mod hat OFF, I have a soft spot for imaginary friends myself and did some posts that might be useful for you, if you are that way inclined:
Not actually “imaginary” but uses the same muscles for real magickal impact: