Not trying to start any fights or put people in a bad mood, but have you all ever noticed that once your life becomes solely about the LHP, solely devoted to your acsension and education on everything that is not of this mundane world, that the actual mundane world around you becomes quite annoying. I find myself way more than usual lately, being annoyed by the mundane world and everyone who is not a magician or not attuned to the higher sense of self. Objective observation, sitting in the background and merely watching everyone else and how they think, act, live is revealing just how crazy the sheeple really seem to be. Does anyone else feel this way? I have always known this about ordinary people and have been bothered by this, but lately I realize the extent of how annoying it really is.
Magick seems to make you more aware, in more ways than one. Not just spiritually, emotionally, and inituitively, but as a whole. We magicians don’t seem to feel a need to participate in human minded nonsensical battles because we know, life is what we make of it, not what we are given and told to deal with. I was once one of the ordinary, so I understand how frustrating it is thinking you must live with the crappy hand you are dealt and can do nothing to change it.
During ascension, has anyone else found themselves starting to feel utter repulsion and disgust for the mundane? I don’t mean you start hating everyone that’s not like you, I mean you suddenly realize how pointless the meaning of their existence is to them, that they have nothing creative and inventive to do with their free time, so they resort to being nosey and starting violent debates online. I now realize, since finding my new contentment and serenity thru black magick, that we black magicians are actually the peaceful ones, we sit on the sidelines observing this madness as we know that destiny can be changed, while the others war with one another longing to feel like gods but they know not the secrets we know, so to them achieving godhood is more of a childs game of who can win the most arguments.
How do you like to retreat to your inner calm when you have these feelings? Drawing seems to help me space out, and very loud rhythmic metal music. It’s funny that everyone else thinks we magicians are the ones who are supposedly insane and violent as is clearly NOT the case.