Well you have a few leads to follow:
- Have more confidence in yourself - write all this in your journal and assume it all means something, which you’ll find out in good time
- Summon Azazel and ask if he wants to work with you
- Dream symbolism is best not taken at face value, because the symbols are personal and subjective to you. We have a collection of dream interpretation threads you might like to check out, some together in the thread below, and the rest through the search feature, and there are books on dreamworking if that is a strong area of interest for you.