Hi all. A few weeks ago, I did a general love spell with Duke Sallos from the book Demons of Magick, to attract “the best soulmate for me”, commanding that he should pursue me “passionately and with determination”. I talked to Duke Sallos about the soulmates and just said the best person in general for me, since I didn’t want to mess with anyone who I didn’t have a chance with.
I also charged my second pentacle of Mercury with helping me see which person would be best for me. That was last week.
Ever since then, I’ve been having nightly dreams of the same person(“1”). This person has started avoiding me in waking life, but last night I was dreaming of one of my best platonic friends when I was abruptly woken from a sound sleep to heavy energy around me, and kept hearing 1’s name in my head. I never dated 1, but used to flirt with him a lot. I saw 1 a few days ago and he looked like he hadn’t slept in a week!
I don’t want to mess up 1’s life, I would prefer someone who actually wants to be with me, not someone who avoids me now, and I feel bad, maybe Duke Sallos didn’t understand?
Anyone with similar experience, or advice for me?