I did the natal chart reading in many places, it says that i was about to live the life what i allways wanted, but what happens is the total oppose.
The divination was done and by maybe one of the most expert magician in this planet. He said the curse is true, a very hard one what carried me to the situation in which I cant take off myself. He said that have to be removed with a lot of caution in a very difficult work and under planetary influences, and move the energies toward the person who cursed me, not only remove. Why he didnt did it? The price of be one of the most powerful person its that he has literally no time because hundreds or thousands of people are writing him everyday.
About negative thoughs, its true. But i cant be positive in my actual situation, its just like if someone its beating you with a humer and you smile thinking it will stop, i like this pain, he beats so good… Impossible. Beging for help its my last positive thing what i can do and i think it will be no much longer.
New info: i dont know why i dont surrender and jumped out of a bridge, but i continue trying like a dumb.
I already have the clair of smell spirits, i get that clair this year or maybe in the lasth months of past year. But yesterday i was trying ritual and get the clair of sense, i can sense in my room with all closed (window, door, all) cold air coming from east, and a little less, warm air coming from west. Today feeled it too but not so strong. Is that clairsentence?
Anyways, it have the same utility than the clair of smell the spirits, with both clairs i know there are here a spirit but still cant comunicate, i want desperated the clairaudence (clairvoyance too but at the moment i preffer comunicate than see).
Keep going? Im listening audios, one for blocked chakras and another one for clairaudence, i think they activated the clairsentence but not the clairaudence, dont know why.
Any help or guide to develop clairaudence? I need it like breath.
Pd: i can percibe phisically, when doing rituals, but the smells and the air are physicall, no dobut about that.
I’ve read or heard at least three times that Qigong is beneficial for enhancing psychic senses, especially in cleansing the pathways of the energy body.
That’s the problem w/ stubborn curse, incl. generational and ancestral curses. Some magicians for hire claim to be able to help but charge $700+ for assistance in this economy.
I’d get angry and death curse this attacker. Getting angry helps you fight and win. This stops all energy from then as if they died. Then you don’t need to remove any curse.
After that you have to examine what you need to dig yourself out and up. And the only way from here is up. You have your health and an address, you are not crazy or homeless, so you ae not blocked in that sense. So first make a plan to get your driving license, loo into welfare resources to help you and visit an unemployment center to ask them how.
Others around you re unreliable you said, so you have to forget them and rely on yourself and only yourself. Forget all ideas of wanting support form family and become self reliant, using gov resources.
Also stop allowing others to define you and tell you negative shit that’s only UPG. This is making you defeat yourself and make a series of bad luck and negative relationship influence your whole life. If you cold get out of that house and have a job would everything change?
However this is now beyond what this forum can help with - please know there are resources you can reach out to.
It’s really important that you discuss them with someone who is qualified to help, such as a crisis helpline in your country. Please visit this link to find the appropriate number:
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This forum cannot assist you if you feel this way, so please seek help from a medical professional if that’s where you’re at right now.
Almost every country has a similar crisis line and people who are waiting to hear you out, and help as much as possible.
Here are some additional contacts:
US: 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255)
US LGBTQ Youth (the Trevor Project): 1-866-488-7386
