Sooo, it’s been half of last year and this year that my mother moved in with my little sisters into me and my grandmother’s quiet apartment. I used to be out walking to stores and meditating in the living room to relax but now I can’t. I’m cooped up in my room, very nervous to pray to the gods I believe in because just me being in my room they all bust into my door with no privacy at all. No they don’t knock either.
Lately I’m getting more and more drained for a random reason I do not get. I was slightly active when I was just with my grandma when she leaves for work. Me and my mother clash a bunch of times which is a problem in its self. I feel like she’s just taking the energy I have or she’s just so aggravating to me. Blames things on me when I clearly didn’t touch her stuff because I know she’ll say something to me about it. She doesn’t even have a job anymore and the two younger children she got, she is definitely trying to go into nursing school after community college. I’m just wondering where she got all that money from when she got no job since last December if I remember correctly.
Mainly the question I wanna know is: Is my mother draining my energy, if so how can I get her out of my grandmas apartment while helping my little sisters. One is a toddler with ASD and the 6 year old in school. I want them to live well but our mother is disturbing my safe space, blaming me for things and arguing about stuff that she knows sets me off.
Sorry for the ranting didn’t realize how upset I was
-
Tae