I’ll keep this as short as possible.
I have severe damage in my shoulder that probably requires surgery to fix , haven’t had my mri yet but I’m at the point where I’m just gonna pay out of pocket for it. My pt said I had 4 affected areas.
I keep trying to let it heal but I can’t work any job , even a dish washing job without doing more damage. I just tried doing some stretches at the gym and some pressing movements to see how it responds to just the weight of the bar.
It’s a no go and I’m sure it’s gonna hurt like a mother fucker tommorow. I’m trying to find something decent to get by on but honestly it doesn’t matter.
If two months with pt isn’t enough it’s fucked. I mean my shoulder is just fucked.
I’ll have to be out of my current place in the next few days so I have no where to go also because I have to live in my truck I’ll have to spend money to get my California tags next month because my out of state plates expire. I also have to get my rear brakes done plus smog and get my tailpipe welded to my muffler because the dude lost the clamps when he sold me the truck.
So after everything I’ll have maybe 200$ and that will be that.
What do I do ? I’m out of ideas and the friend or two I have can’t help me much and they think I’m being dramatic about my injury and they’re not taking it very seriously.
EA did say there’s nothing that isn’t impossible to fix which magick if you go about it the right way but I have way too much going at the same time
Plus my weakened will and apathetic attitude isn’t helping I’m sure but I really feel I can’t do anything