I’m about to do something that will change my life forever

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I’m About To Do Something That Will Change My Life Forever.

Greetings brothers and sisters apologies for my absence from this forum as of late. I’ve been extremely busy not just with business but I’ve been walking the nine gates, now that all nine are done. The points of the seed of darkness have converged within my soul and I became the prince of darkness and ultimately the tenth gate.

I can now share with you a little something, for this whole long path-working the nine demonic gatekeepers were causing so many alterations inside of me. Rearranging my life in so many ways I don’t even recognise it anymore, which is a good thing. I came out as the victor in the inner apocalypse and I was both the adversary in the apocalypse and the saviour.

Now however I have seen what lays ahead of me, all my life I craved more and more, I never really understood why. I craved to know more, be more and do more, now the black alchemy, the gears shifted within me and the transformations I have undergone have created something entirely different.

The man you knew, my friends, family and peers knew is dead, long live Connor. Although something else has emerged and now I am finally ready, all I have done over the last decade has been preparing me for this step. The elementals, the planetary spirits, the gods and goddesses, the dead, the death gods, the archangels, the demons, the devils, the disincarnate masters, the divs, Az Jahi, Ahriman and Satalos and the demonic gatekeepers.
They’ve all been crafting me into this current state now, to journey where no one else has gone to before.

There are beings out there, eager to return to this casual existence and they’ve been kept out, exiled beyond outer darkness, beyond this existence. In the fold of the acasual, locked up in world of utter chaos, a part of existence separate from existence, untouched by divine providence.

I am now ready to answer their call, to open the gate and do what was warned never to do, to let them return, to bring them back to this world. A whole damn decade I have felt and always mentioned in my books, posts and journals a critical pressure building pushing me to specific paradigms, pantheons and path-workings.

It was to make me the “thing” I am today, so I can withstand all that I am about to do, to do that which I was always destined to do. Finally I can smile and I can truly say, I now know my destiny, my purpose in this incarnation.

Of course I cannot share too much on this right now, yet you will all see and soon we will all see, I just want to thank you all for sticking by me for so long.

Sincerely

C.Kendall (I think :thinking:)

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Wait wait wait

So you’re saying you’re the Tenth Gatekeeper now?

…So you’re the Biblical Satan and Jesus?

I thought that certain beings already incarnated here. Wouldn’t “opening the gates” be kind of redundant?

What does that mean?

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I was just talking about you to @Excalibur today about how you are doing what you are doing what you were born to do.

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The adversary and the saviour isn’t “A Entity” not at all in every spiritual system, religion, paradigm and myth. There are saviours and adversaries, I am both in my own inner apocalypse.

The tenth gateway, the tenth gatekeeper, is he/she who walks the nine gates, becomes the prince of darkness and then embodies “The Tenth Gatekeeper” for we are the living gateways already.

Just because some entities “may have” incarnated here doesn’t make opening the gates redundant at all.

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Interesting :face_with_monocle::smiley:

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Oh and I had a vision I was talk to @Xag_darklight about too and from his option of it matches this as well. :thinking:

It’s really interesting that that all happened in the last week or so.

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I see.

So what about everyone else who walks through the nine gates? Wouldn’t they be the 10th, 11th, 12th etc gatekeepers as well?

Yeah, but I don’t think they need help getting here if they can just incarnate.

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They would be the tenth, we aren’t helping them get here that’s not their objective.

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So the 10th gatekeeper is… a collective?

Also, what is the objective then?

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I can only theorize, as I am still in the trenches. But it seems that by opening each gate, it is not to “allow” these beings into this world, as they are already here. But it is to become the gates that allow the separate currents of each to flow into this world through each magician. The tenth is the current we create ourselves as we walk the nine others. Or that is the impression I am getting from Beelzebub at least.

It is like separate rivers connecting at one point to create a larger body of water

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Interesting.

And the end result of that would be…?

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From my understanding and immense study, channeling and questioning.

“The objective of the infernal empire is the total and complete activation of the masses, to install a sense of anarchy, rebellion and revolt. If this results in an actual end of days, so be it. Although if not then still a global black alchemy is and will continue to be at play. Tempting, luring and awakening those to the mysteries, the more that wake up and surpass the illusion. The more malleable this physical plane becomes, imagine what the entire race of humanity could do if we were all in one ritual. Of course this is just a metaphor, or a fantasy but imagine the sheer miracles that could/would occur. The complete alteration of this world, would result in the complete alteration of all worlds, see ours is more stubborn and so are it’s inhabitants (us) alas if or even when this occurs. The source code, the entire coding of this matrix we occupy would forever be drastically changed. Why they want it changed is still a mystery and will remain so, as they do not and will not divulge everything yet. One thing is certain it would enable a aggressive and fierce development of not only our species but our whole civilisation. Resulting in man not trying to fix this broken planet which is beyond repair as of now, but instead to let Mother Earth heal as we vacate it. To travel and become a interplanetary civilisation, with a drastic altered way of spirituality, ethics, morals and even scientific and political changes”.

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I do not know. I have not asked that question nor am I at that point yet.

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So that’s part of the agenda? :thinking:

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A complete awakening and ushering in change, yes in a sense although it’s not as simple as that, me even trying to convey such complexity is rather beyond my capability.

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That’s the most fulfilling thing ever, I should know :wink:

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I’m supposed to have girls too :thinking:. I told you about the one a whole back. But for now it’s all about my boy.

I’m here now because I want to see this all through to the end.

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I keep seeing two gates one that leads to nothing but blackness and the other a new beginning for the earth.

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Maybe but they are pretty insistent on 1 more kid in this life. I’ll see after a year.

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How is Baby boy doing? I am pretty sure you ha e one more in your future :thinking: especially once the nuisance is gone from your life.