I am opening a thread to ask for your help with a problem I have been having in my pratice lately. As you can see from the title, I have been working specifically on talking with demons, but I cannot trust the voices coming from my mind.
I’ve been practicing to talk to demons but I can’t trust the voices coming from my mind and I have no idea what to do. All I know is to keep practicing and solve this trust problem.
I want to talk a little bit about my practice yesterday. I was doing the enn repetition to invoke the Marchosias and I felt a slight heaviness and warmth all over my body and I realized that the Marchosias was there and in those moments I had images of wolves in my mind. I didn’t trust the voices I heard afterwards and I kept repeating.
So, I am sure there are others in this forum who have experienced something like this. Still, if anyone else has experienced this, what would you suggest I do to solve this?
This happens to me. Awhile afterwards I’ll get messages or clarification on things in my life. Are they helpful/insightful messages that are in alignment with the character of the entity you were just invoking? Then you can trust those messages. If they are messages that are just feeding your ego or bread crumbing, then don’t trust it.
And it is one of those experience things. After you see the accuracy of the messages you get and how taking their advice changes your life/practice you begin to trust what your hearing more.
If you can’t trust the voices in your mind, that’s because you don’t know what your voice sounds like and what influences feed into its ordinary chatter. Figure out what influences you without demons so you can identify thoughts that aren’t from you, then learn to silence those so you can learn to identify thoughts that are definitely you, then learn to silence those, then you can hear entities and know that if nothing else, it is not you or the influences from your friends, family, colleagues and media whispering.
Regularly meditation with the focus of relaxing and clearing your thoughts works for me, helps with a mental reset. Also grounding is great as well. I usually ground with a rock tho, as if to siphon the energies from it. Being able to mediate will help you stop a thought process but it might be unique to me but I get a physical sensation if a thought is trying to come through like a pushing kind of feeling side of my head/temple, if it’s my personal thoughts there’s no sensation. Hopefully that helps.