Like I’ve said, I have reached the end point in my life. This means I no longer have any desire to live my life, however, I don’t want to hurt my family by basically ending my existence in this live. My question is, what I do now? I’m extremely uninterested in this world, but I have to stay alive. I just want to know how I can serve Lucifer and his demons from now on. I want to be provided with enough finances to live, but my main focus is to serve. I believe that christian God exists, but I have nothing but hate for him. I believe he’s so horrible that even Lucifer couldn’t stand him.
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It sounds like you answered your own question.
Devout your soul to Lucifer if thats what you feel in your heart. Make a contract.
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I tried making contact in the past, but I don’t think I was successful. I didn’t see or hear anything. There was no communication.
Sometimes it may seem like they’re not there but they actually are. Sometimes they’ll be quiet and observant, to see how you would act without an immediate loud presence.
When this happens, continue the contract/ritual as normal.
Edit; I also want to say, I’m deeply sorry for how you’re feeling right now.
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Then your new goal is to make that contact happen imo
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what ? me when I thought they weren’t there, I changed my clothes,showered etc