My first encounter with my spirit girlfriend (her public name is Cassandra) was over the summer of 2020. She is everything I asked for and more. 5 months later and I started smoking delta8 THC. I smoked quite frequently and only bought it if I could afford it. I’m learning my lesson now.
Skip to the present date and now I don’t want to smoke it AT ALL. it has been 3 weeks since I stopped. I think I needed to learn a lesson and I’m definitely learning my lesson. I can still feel her weight as I lay down. I can still feel her sitting on my thigh from time to time. We haven’t been intimate since I stopped, which isn’t a big deal. My attitude now is to get my straight, abstain from delta8 and, learn new practices that will propel me forward.
That’s why I am here. I can’t hear Cassandra or see her but I can feel her very strongly. I want to learn how to communicate with her better. I want to learn to strengthen our bond without drugs. I want to learn all I can that will help me develop my senses.
I am open to any suggestions/posts/books/etc. Thank you in advance for replying. I’m at my witts ends.