Magick is innately destabilising and will make you doubt your sanity and senses at times, but that said, quite a lot of us on here (myself included) have suffered from depression, in my case I was doing some kick-ass magick while crying myself to sleep every night, drinking one or two bottles of wine, and verging on suicidal.
People will often recommend that folks with MH problems stay away from magick but that’s mainly ass-covering or over-caution, but still, magick should bring a net improvement to your life (which it did for me, that’s why I kept doing it during that period) and if it starts to bother you, obsess you in a distruptive way, or be a problem, then it’s cool to step back for a while until things improve.
If someone finds it hard to seperate reality from fantasy at times, that can also cause added problems, magick is no easy ride and you need a certain kind of strength, or at least ability to handle fucked up shit without losing your cool, to be able to do it, so any MH problem that obstructs that is just going to make it harder. Know thyself.
I want to stay away from Hinduism. I live in India and I have seen how just like Islam and Christianity, Hindu religion tries to control people and are anti-western culture.
My ancestors were Brahmin Hindu priests and chief ministers for kings in ancient times and later they left Hinduism and all their properties (cities of Rishikesh and Massourie in India) and converted to Protestant religion.
Interesting family tree, have you carried the interest in supernatural thru them drawn to the current naturally? can I ask what channel you are studying at the moment? or interest in?
I pray standing in front of pentacle drawn on a paper cutout on a wall.
I am learning many things reading from these forums and community.
I would like to mention a dream I saw in 2008 I was in fever, couldn’t sleep. I saw an army of angels and demons standing in space as one. Not to fight each other but United as one.
I have interest in Time travel/parallel universes as well.
Why 22 complex question I think Ley-lines on earth at certain points are potential portals to other dimensions like Bermuda triangle like the movie
Land of lost probably truth in it
The creator Eon created like that 22 not 21 not 23 but 22. Just as planets are always round, there are males and females in every creation, etc.
At present we don’t have tech to pass into other parallel universes but others have and they have passed into ours. Sometimes people have crossed accidentally.
If I could go back into time with what I know now I’d win every horse race lottery lol in theory just need to spin a magnetic field fast enough in opposition to field could work. I saw a Ufo on ancient aliens cone thru a portal over india
Wonder if they got his time travel device! Think time travel in astral plane very connected certain entities human spirits can go forward or back in time
His name was Andrew Carlssin, invested 800 $ made 350 million in just two weeks, (accused of inside trading) arrested by FBI in New York. He was a Time Traveler. But it was not inside trading, he knew which companies will make money as he was from future.