You’re thinking too much into this whole thing…it isn’t like what you see on tv where you call on a demon and all of a sudden the lights go out, thunder and lightning, blood flowing down the walls, and the demon appears as this ghastly, scary creature that only wants to wreak havoc on your life…that’s not how it works. I’ve called on King Paimon, Amon, Belial, Orias, Bune, Dantalion, Gremory and Sallos, and ALL of them came to me in human form. No bells and whistles, no big scary entrances, just regular human form, regular conversation. I think of it as a meeting between associates where I’m asking the associate for knowledge, clarity or a favor, in exchange for an offering for said favor, knowledge and clarity. I don’t worship them, and I don’t talk down to them.
All in all, the only way you’re going to find out all about this is to jump in a do it. Good luck, don’t be afraid.
Yeah, just give it a shot, and control your mindset about the situation, don’t freak out or think negatively, just go with the flow and let it come to you, your mind will depict the demon as whatever you allow it to be.
They sometimes like to take on a scary looking form for me. I don’t know if it is just expectations or what. I remember the first time I actually saw a demon, Belial. He took the form of a friendly looking dragon at first, and then later he changed to a scary looking gargoyle. Then it was like I could see both at the same time.
Ose likes to be a “ceiling snake”. (and yeah, it was just a flashlight over a stain on the ceiling) That is the first time I thought I might actually need the sword in a goetic evocation, and I didn’t bring one.
I’m like what do you people do that you get to talk to like regular non-scary people. (then again, maybe I find people scarier, and in some sense the monsters seem “safer” because I know they aren’t “real”.)
I saw Belial on a piece of aluminum foil during and evocation. Ose, I saw in a dream, (where I saw a black cobra come down from the ceiling, and I cut it up into multiple pieces with a sword.) and then I later saw him as a spot on the ceiling during an evocation. (and the flashlight made it somehow look like it was moving around.)
Did they appeared in your dream or in the smoke materialized? I just don’t know how to expect how they appear and how my mind will react.I don’t want to jumped up and said what the fuck it is aaaaarrggh just that I don’t know what to expect, it pisses me off.I Hope IT Will be better than I expect.
They usually appear to me in dreams or if I’m in a dream state like falling asleep or waking up, during meditation etc. Have you tried it yet? If you have any reservations you can always respectfully ask that they appear to you in a way that won’t scare you.
