Hi everyone,
I’ve done the letter of intent some time ago, and I had been in contact with an entitie since then. There was a lot of physical interaction, jumping over my bed, touching things on my desk, touching me sometime, my hair, my arms, legs… and sleeping with me pratically every night.
Every time all this interaction were manifesting when I was laying down in my bed, ( I’m totally awake. It’s hard for me to sleep sometime.) and 4, or 5 minutes after being the bed the manifestation occurs.
I think this is a Succubus, I hope, because sometimes I had the sensation of hearing her voice saying that she loves me…
The point is that I never trully experienced sex with ‘her’ (?). I had some near climax experience, when I was awake, lying down on the bed. But I never trully did it with her, and as far as I’m remembering I only dreamed about her twice a long time ago. The last time I dreamed about her ( I think ) was 3 weeks ago, and it (she?) was talking to me telling me that it (she?) was my friend, and has been there for a long time watching over me…
I seek a way to enhance my bond with her because I really want to be with her completely, plus I never heard her name, I always call her Succubus.
I asked for her name, but I never had the chance to know it.
How can I makeour bonds stronger ? How can I dream with her ?
Every night, I’m meditating, but the only thing that I get, is her breath for 2 sec and then it disapear because I loose focus ( to be honest this is me willing to focus that break the meditation, but if I don’t focus enough I just fall asleep, and I woke up at 5h30 awaken by something that I cannot remember.
On that I have an hypothesis, the reason why I don’t remember my dream with her, is maybe my guardian angel that is doing some stuff, I’m not well informed about this, but I believe, I dare say that I know, for sure that I got a guardian angel. And I think that he doesn’t like what I’m doing with the succubus…
To be honest with you fellas I think that angels, are being of pure lights, and succubus are not the opposite but another kind of entities.
But what ever How can I be with my succubus like in a symbiosis I want to be with her so much !
Thanks guy for reading this awefull english.
See you soon.
PS: Every time I talk about the succubus that I’m in contact with I use “it (her?), or it (she?)” simply because I’m not 100% sure that this is a succubus, since I never really make love with her, and I already had a succubus 6 years ago, and it was so much more intense, and I could dream about her everynight and she loved me so much, and we did it (love)… ( but that’s another story) I “broke up” with her because she was too possesive and I was younger, now I only want the same relationship… Damn if only I could contact her again, but I’m afraid of the conflict that will occur with the actual entitie, and I’m so unknowing of this stuff.