Shield yourself and make boundaries(ground your shield/boundaries into the earth and ask Gaia to help you, you’ll feel her emotions if you cant communicate yet), and make an agreement with a powerful spirit like Belial or Lucifer for protection.
also think of this aboriginal saying when dealing with parasites or reprogramming your own subconcious/thoughtforms
"Inside you lives a wolf of white—
of patience, peace and love.
He is forgiveness, hope and light;
a blessing from above.
This wolf of white the world will see
through all the good he brings to thee.
_____This wolf of white,
_____this wolf of white,
his gifts will set your spirit free.
A wolf of black, as dark as night
lives next to him inside.
He’s hatred, rage, cruelty, fright,
intolerance and pride.
This wolf of black the world will see
through evil actions, evil deeds.
_____This wolf of black,
_____this wolf of black,
his teeth will make your spirit bleed.
Within your soul, the two wolves fight
to see which one will give
directions and will win the right
to show you how to live.
Which one will win the fight? We need
to pay attention; pay close heed!
_____Which one will win?
_____Which one will win
depends upon which one we feed."