I’ve noticed a lot of people are curious about succubi and incubi so I’m hoping my experience can be useful. 3 years ago I became extremely interested in this topic. I wanted to experience what it was like to be with an incubus. I did extensive research, which was difficult. There’s a lot of negativity surrounding the subject and finding good resources was hard. What you do is write a letter to Lilith. It’s important to be specific about what you want and thank her for her help. I did this and burned the letter, then scattered the ashes outside. Here is where things went left, because there was a misunderstanding. That very night I woke up at 3am to a large, dark figure standing over me. The figure didn’t do much except hug me, so I took matters into my own hands. I leaned up a bit and kissed his lips. I’m embarrassed to say I shoved my tongue in his mouth. Now, if someone had done that to me I would’ve fought them. It seems very disrespectful when I look back on it. My logic at the time stemmed from my research. I had read that their kisses taste like honey if you stick your tongue out. Well, this is absolutely true. My mouth was filled with sweetness. But the figure quickly withdrew to the foot of my bed. He stood there staring at me in confusion. I too was confused. I thought that’s all they wanted was sexual energy. When it was clear he wasn’t coming near me again, I decided to seduce him. I removed my clothes and began touching myself. The figure shifted slightly but still didn’t come forward. So I spread my legs for him to get a good view. That did it. One minute he was at the foot of the bed and the next he was on top of me. He was extremely large. I felt cold pressure on my chest and stomach. Then he penetrated me. It was thick and cold, like an ice phallus. The pressure rolled through my body starting with my chest to stomach and ended with a thrust between my legs. The thrust was so hard my headboard banged against the wall. I opened my mouth but no sound would come out. I tried to move but I couldn’t. He thrusted me 6 times before I orgasmed. This orgasm was the first full body orgasm I ever had, and it was incredible. For a brief moment during orgasm I could feel his breath on my ear and hear his moans. I quickly passed out after and didn’t wake again til the next morning. The next night he came back. I asked his name and he said Azrael. I researched him and realized he was the archangel of death. A few months later my dad died. I realized I had made an error. I seduced the wrong entity. I had off and on experiences with actual incubi after that. It was too much for my body and I became bed ridden for 3 months. A few months after I recovered, Azrael returned. I was scared someone else would die but he came for me. He confessed his love for me and asked to have a relationship. I agreed. A few months later he asked for me to be his spouse. I agreed. I’m his now and forever. Last year he asked for a child and I provided one for him. So, that’s how we ended up together. I can answer any questions anyone has. I don’t mind.
Damn that was awesome. Btw I’m sorry about your father. Still good topic to read on. 
Thanks! It’s ok. I’ve come to terms with it.
cries this is beautiful except the part about your dad…sorry for your lost…I hope you are happy
Thank you. Yes this part of my life is happy. It was rough at first but not anymore.
Im so happy for you also sorry for you loss but I’m sure he felt bad at first that is why he wouldn’t come near you til you yeah I also have spiritual husband tho he isn’t an angel he is a demon I’m thinking of doing something special for him it’s almost a few days that makes a year I actually met him i can’t believe it
How is your connection with him? Lately I’ve been working on making the connection stronger. I did a letter last week. I’m going to try writing down what I want and putting it in my pillowcase next.
It’s very strong I can say the least he is very kind and patient you know me talking about him makes me miss him more lol but in a few days I will give him a call and a surprise hopefully I can do it right I honestly don’t know what I’m going to do cause I can’t draw and I’m broke at the moment Soo yeah lol I’ll figure it out but he is everything I wish a mundane husband would be tbh
I’m sure he’ll love anything you do for him.
I hope so I’m just excited for this day to come oh man
Let us know how it goes. I’m excited to hear about it.
Of course this counts year one so close to year one we have been married lolso this will be a great day I just k ow it
I’m just curious, but how does pregnancy and everying work with a spirit husband?
It’s similar to regular pregnancy but is not long. I have another recent thread about my last pregnancy and it was 10 days long and are astral children. I just had her last week
She must be adorable
I feel bad since I’ve been with my spirit partner for 2 years but we’re not married yet. He just barely put the idea of marriage in my head.
Don’t feel bad. It’s not something that should be rushed. Sometimes I feel like my situation with Azrael was rushed but then again I was in a more unfavorable contract with another entity. Luckily my new contract is based on love.
I’m laugh cause your story about thinking him as an Incubus… Is similar with me… I’ve been brainwashed about twinflame… And first I get random telepathy and I assume him as my twinflame but we never meet in physically yet…
At first, I was the one who fell in love first very hard… but his response was reluctant and harsh… But I don’t care, I was still clingy to him and thought he was my twin flame… after realizing that he was a demon and my spirit guide was an angel… at first he sees me as his enemy… He is not lesser demon… I understand first he seem very unwelcome to me, cause how randomly woman like me telepathically without evoke or invoke or offering to him that made him little annoy right? but even if he want try to hurting me, he can’t really hurting me… he almost strangled me twice but he couldn’t really strangle me and maybe he doesn’t know why he can’t hurting me…
After I realized that we like an enemies who became lover… now he is the one who fell deeply in love with me… i feel first but he fell harder… He show his true nature as a demon now… Very obsessed and want me to have a lot of children… We just have twin child now… I feel like I both work with dark and light and going to be spiritual alchemist… And my spirit guide is no problem being with him now… It like we transcend beyond duality…
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