Hello all
Last week I got a back injury whilst working out doing calisthenics. I had a bit of history with back tracing back during my fall from a ladder while at work back in December 2023 Which made me suffer for two months. In my original injury in December I was not able to move and from the impact I was so shocked that I couldn’t even breath, I felt pain even while resting. The pain was due the impact on the nerves Since I felt aslo the Burning sensation.
During the two months the injury was healed gradually and I didn’t do magick back then.
Fast forward to a week ago, still my lower back being weak and overworked. I was a doing band assisted exercise which most probably pulled a segment of my already weakened spine out of position which obviously resulted in an very painful injury which again made it hard for me to move and walk with a straight spine.
I spend a few days simply disgusting the pain and holding a still mind amidst a cortisol ridden mind because the injury was indeed stressful but defenetly not the worse thing that can happen to me so these few days were aimed towards holding a good attitude, a clear mind and set of belief and aslo being consisted with my meditation practice. After those days I accumulated enough spiritual energy and bliss to compell myself towards the almighty cross legged, straight spine position.
Now as you might know I am work with the demon king Beleth and I like to think that I delved into all known and some unknown aspects of this Great spirit of darkness. During the pathworking I begun working with the demonic houses inferior to Beleth. To summarise my work with the demonic houses I think it’s better to do it like this
Phase 0: received of gnosis and spirits attributed to houses.
Phase 1: breadcrumbs about the houses but mostly field marshal physical manifestions of the spirits - learning about each spirit.
Phase 2: nine day operation to each house - there I received the “evidences of the soul” which are objects that I saw with my physical eyes before me. The Evidences of the soul were not the goal of that operation but like spontaneous things manifested to me.
So I decided to conduct an another working of dedicating myself to each object and first was that orb orbited by a cone. I activated my energy, my spiritual vision by delving deeper into the trance state were I could see energies around me, there I structured a triangle just enough that I could see its astral lines showing themselves before me. Then forsaw the object of the soul, keep in mind not structured because structuring is when you manipulate energies to bend into something, like clay. Foreseeing in that sense, the sense that I am referring to is to “command reality to show you something that already exists” think it of of looking through something like mud to find a gem.
Once this object of the soul was in plain side I could see vortexes of energies around it, a black flash and the presence of something powerful. I dedicated my meditation Towards it, and my following meditations too in so doing I said: by the object of coherence I shall proceed towards my meditation instantly happened something that i did not expected. I actually never knew that object was called object of coherence nor my intent was to heal myself. But damn my as soon as I said that my back pain was instantly swifted away and dissolved.
I had a shocker moment while in that meditative state that almost got me out if it but resisted and kept a still unconcerned mind.
The results of that object were not limited to me as I used to it heal a client during a ritual. It seems that it’s power is to bring the missing pieces back, I tend to think it more like a magnet that pull those missing pieces back to their original state.
Verily.