Hey there. Active duty as well. Keep it on the lay low or how ever they say it. Avoid speaking about it, because silence in itself is power. Instead, just trust yourself. By personal experience, I grew up in a notably religious household, so I enjoy the church and chapel services and rituals they offer related to my upbringing, but I also use that time to feed off the energy during the ceremonies, I believe energetic vampirism what they call it. As long as you keep it to yourself and be respectful, they will not think much of ousting you. The little liberty and privacy you get, try to explore, and express yourself there, in private. Any religious knowledge you have you can use to probe those around you of those who pick up on your energy. Keep your talks reserved, as in safe. Do not divulge what you know, but instead be a sponge. It can be tough, but that is the discipline you want and that will be a part of your life now during service. Accept this path of discipline through silence as a personal journey to discover and unlock even more of yourself than what is a more common path for those civvies who explore the occult. As it’s base root definition is, “occult”, or hidden, well now is your time to shine inversely. At church I would for example trace sigils and recite them myself, or do the chants slightly modified, hidden in plain view and hearing among the sheep. Don’t have fear, but have faith, and caution to the best of your ability. “They” (our hidden friends) will help you out. You can have an altar, but it has to be hidden in plain site, so as if anyone asks you can just dismiss it as it having personal significance. If they question further, you just tell them it is “private” and that only you understand why. Ask them to respect your silence. I’ve found great company and surprising sympathy from the aleluyos and Jesus freaks. Just respect them, and they will respect you. Silence is your friend.
PS … Females love my calm reserved demeanor. Shine through darkness and you will attract them to your light. Them as in, all will fall into place, your intentions, their behavior, etc. Remember, you have power here. You know and feel. They just fill in the void you have determined. Whenever you can, and it feels right, meditate.
PSS: Avoid excess, as in caffeine, whymsical or impulsive spending, alcohol, etc. Remember, they alter your mind, and create imbalanced unsettling shifts in your power. Green tea works great too. Maybe you can’t prepare it yourself, but there is always a way, like the cold bottled green tea. If you get the pouches, let it sit in cooler water and bigger batches for a few days, still works. Unsweetened, it looks enough like water to be put in a marked “meditation water” canteen. Be creative. Offerings, in the field, you can bury them. For fire, you can use mre matches or use ashes. Air could be in the gas from the mre heaters. A big part of occult practice is using what is available to you. Be formidable through prudent calculated mastery of your elements amd resources, as I say; Creativity.