For the past 5 years or so I haven’t been able to get into enjoy games such as Bible Black -La Noche de Walpurgis, Snow Daze The Music of Winter, Magebuster: Amorous Augury and, Under The Witch. When I start or stop playing one, I have a feeling of dissonance between the game and my waking life.
I have the strong feeling of loss, either because I made the wrong decisions in my life or that I am simply the wrong person and inferior at a genetic level. What can magic do to get me over the hill of dissonance?