House of Pain

A post about the LBRP reminds me of some research I did to remove all Judeo/Christian elements from a protection ritual for myself. It is based on very loose hodge-podge research of Egyptian associations with elements and directions. I remember liking this ritual quite a bit and even though I did not continue doing it consistently, it did seemed to sail me in the right direction more or less and I think I will begin revisiting it. Here it is free of charge to anyone who wants to try it.

I named it the ‘House of Pain’ because I was simultaneously making fun of the LBRP and how it worked against me, but also because I’m a sadist and I view overcoming pain as a path to gaining strength.

House of Pain

  1. Stretch and deep breathing
  2. IAOmega
  3. Face East imagine a fiercely burning Voilet flame above the crown
  4. Use the dagger of of right-Hand to touch the forehead

Egyptian Qabalistic Cross
Brilliant White Light in Crown
Touch the forehead and say ‘Entek Pau’
Touch the breast and say ‘ta Sutenit’
Touch the right shoulder say ‘Ta Sahk-hem’
Touch the left shoulder and say ’ta Djeser’
Clasp fingers of breast and say ‘ta Taui En Hah’
Say ’Nedj-her’


  1. Toward the East : “Em Hotep Duamutef! - sek-hem Neith - And behold, for before me are the guardians of the gate of the East, powers of Air.”
  2. Imagine Duamutef (Jackal/dog head) a golden sunrise on a distant horizon. Feel a cool gentle breeze.

  1. Behind to the West: “Em Hotep Qebehsenuf! sek-hem Serket - And behold, for behind me are the guardians of the gate of the West, powers of Water”
  2. Imagine Qebehsenuf (Falcon Head) horizon glowing with a deep blue light and feel the misty winds of a raging sea.

  3. Toward the South: “Em Hotep Imseti! - Sek-hem Aset - And behold, for at my right hand are the guardians of the gate of the South, powers of Fire.”
  4. Imagine Imseti (head of a man) a fiery red horizon with a hot wind rising toward me

  5. To the North: “Em Hotep Hapi! Sek-hem Neph-thys - And behold, for at my left hand are the guardians of the gate of the North, powers of Earth.”
  6. Imagine Hapi (baboon head) a dark and mountainous horizon with an icy breeze blowing against my body.


  1. Bring palms back together at forehead level and say “For about me flames the Ventagram and within the Golden Ankh”


  2. Take ritual dagger into right hand. Point the blade, or simply fingers, outward and trace an inverted Earth pentagram
  3. Say’Nudjeru Yebeta’
  4. Punch the pentagram in the center while strongly exhaling
  5. Take a deep breath and say “Nef (air)”
  6. Trace the circle towards the South with the dagger, trace inverted Earth Pentagram
  7. Say “Nudjeru Resu”
  8. Thrust Center and vibrate “ASH (fire)”
  9. Trace the circle to the West
  10. Inverted Pentagram and say “Nudjeru Amenta”
  11. Thrust through center vibrating “MU (Water)”
  12. Trace circle to the North
  13. Inverted Pentagram and say “Nudjeru Mehta”
  14. Punch center and vibrate ‘TA (earth)’
  15. Trace the fourth line of the circle, terminating in the east
    42.Return to the east and form the Tau Cross. Say: “Before me, HATHOOR, the Mother of Light. Behind me, TOUM of the setting sun. On my right hand, SAKHMET, mighty lady of Flame. On my left hand, HAPI-WER, the Bull of the Earth. For about me flames SEHEDJ” (“a heaven of stars”). And above me shines TAU NUDJER” (”the star of God”).



        MIDDLE PILLAR
  1. Imagine white light above crown ( Kether )
  2. Vibrate intensely ‘Nudjer Ao ( Great God self produced)’ until only thought
  3. Move light to nape of neck
  4. Form a sphere with the light
  5. Vibrate intensely ‘Neb Iri Khet (Creator)’ Until its the only thing
  6. Bring Sphere to the Heart (Tipareth)
  7. Vibrate ‘Sia SEE-AH god of knowledge wisdom’
  8. Light into groin Yesod
  9. Vibrate ‘Neb Ankh’ Lord of Life
  10. Light into feet Malkuth
  11. Vibrate ‘Nudjer Ta’ God of Earth
  12. Move energy around aura *Four circles of light?
  13. Down left side up right
  14. Then down front and up spine
  15. Rise light from feet to crown the shower it down
  16. repeat
  17. Focus light into Heart

Egyptian Qabalistic Cross
Brilliant White Light in Crown
Touch the forehead and say ‘Entek Pau’
Touch the breast and say ‘ta Sutenit’
Touch the right shoulder say ‘Ta Sahk-hem’
Touch the left shoulder and say ’ta Djeser’
Clasp fingers of breast and say ‘ta Taui En Hah’
Say ’Nedj-her’


IAO

The thing I would change here at present, after more experience is change all IAO to the Seven Ancient Greek Vowels. MMM Pain!

Also any reference to God is now interpreted only as ‘myself’. I.E. ‘The star of God’ also reads ‘The star of God/myself’ because I am god.